All things bright and beautiful…Day 13

Okay, I know that I am supposed to honor God's creation and find the good in all its magnificence, but, really....KUDZU?  Must I really? You see, I am a city gardener.  I have, maybe a 4 ft x 10 ft garden in which to grow my few flowers.  If our continuing 98 degree plus heat wave is not enough of a complication, I have a never-ending infestation of kudzu vine.   While my hydrangea and my roses and even my Dianthus wither under the scorching and seemingly ever-increasing heat, my unrequested forest of kudzu thrives. In am thinking about this because of, well, three reasons:  first, my friend Harold's "Kingdom Parable"…
Read More

Total and complete exhaustion…Day 12

[caption id="attachment_273" align="alignright" width="300" caption="Real exhaustion with an embarassing hat"][/caption] Well, I made it....I think. Today was the last day of Music and Social Justice.  Everyone gave their presentations -- thought provoking, informative, and well crafted, each and everyone. And, I, I have reached the point of complete and total exhaustion.  (No one does exhaustion like my beagle, Gracie, shown to the right.) With any luck, I will have some time to unpack some of the amazing things that I have heard, learned, and felt during the past week. But now,  really folks, all I can do is go to bed.  I have to sing tomorrow. I do want to…
Read More

To this we’ve come…Day 11

Well, I'm a little later with my writing today than normal, but I have a pretty good excuse.  Tomorrow is the last day of my Music and Social Justice class, and, well, I've spent all day today finalizing my presentation for tomorrow. Okay, I stretched the truth.  I spent all day CREATING my presentation for tomorrow. It has been a few years -- ten, to be exact--since I put together a Powerpoint presentation and I'm pretty certain that, whatever the last topic was, it was not as interesting nor as personally earth-shattering for me as my topic tomorrow, which is "Social Justice Themes in Opera". You don't find that topic…
Read More

Orientation….Day 10

I'm sure that everyone, right along with me, will be relieved when  I complete my class on Music and Social Justice.  Then I will be able to think about and write about something else, like my impending travel to Spain.  But right now, I am still living closely with injustice and the music it generates.  And today, after an evening of listening to the most beautiful and yet agonizing music created by people struggling to live in perhaps the most unlivable conditions, I seem to be able to think of only one thing:  orientation. Maybe I don't really mean orientation, perhaps I mean perspective, but the word perspective just doesn't…
Read More

War No More…Day 9

Well, today is Day 4 of the Music and Social Justice Marathon, and I will admit that I am more than a little tired.  Add the fact that, a class that goes until 9 pm and then has a 30 minute commute attached to it takes me way past my normal "kennel-in" time to the intensity of the emotions that arise as we listen to the subject matter in the course, and I am just wiped out. As we were listening and pondering last night, first the Ralph Vaughn Williams Dona Nobis Pacem  (the  majority of the text by Walt Whitma) -and then Benjamin Britten's  War Requiem, I again pondered the pain and suffering that humanity…
Read More

A Remembering Morning…Day 8

In case I haven't made this completely clear, my original academic training is as an historian--specifically a specialist in Middle Eastern History and Archaeology.  But all in all, you can just call me a history junky. If it happened BEFORE I was born, I'm probably interested... When I started my undergraduate work, I was convinced that I would specialize in the Tudor-Stuart period. In my first Tudor history class, we of course studied the Medieval antecedents to the Tudor period, and I became fascinated.  My undergraduate studies then focused on Medieval church figures, in particular the Apocolyptics, Joachim of Fiore and St. Catherine of Siena.  A seed was planted, however.…
Read More

Stealth Missionary…Day 7

One thing I didn't mention when I was writing here about my licensing service, was, well, what it was like to tell other people about it, both before and after the event.  It took me a few tries to refine my answer to the question, "Great....what does that mean?" -- a question that I got not only from non-Calvary members, but also from a lot of Calvary congregants as well.  But I didn't really have an answer to the follow-on question:  "Great...so now, what will you do?" The answer, for me, was and still is in many ways simply this:  I will do what I have done; I will continue…
Read More

Heart Music…Day 6

Yes, I will admit it.  I can change my mind.  And I find out that I can, when enlivened, inspired, and amazed,  sit through a class in a bunker basement room on a beautiful summer day and be glad that I chose to be in that room instead of sailing on the Chesapeake (which was, by the way, my other choice). And no, I am not writing this simply because our instructor read my blog the day BEFORE class and saw my reservations about an all-day class.  There were so many insights and inspirations yesterday that I want to think about and write about, but what is most on my…
Read More

An early morning….Day 5

Yes, it is very early now, but we have a big day ahead of us at our house.  So I knew that if I didn't stop and write now, Day 5 would be well, an oops. The funny thing is that, yesterday, while walking around the neighborhood doing errands, I had fabulous things to say which of course now escape me completely.  I should know by now that Thich Nhat Hanh's teachings about the walking medition are true, and I should therefore remember to carry a notebook. Of course, perhaps with an IPod playing Spanish lessons in your ear as you walk  it truly doesn't count. So, as I pack…
Read More

Looking for work….Day 4

I have to keep this short today, because, well, I have to spend the morning looking for work. No, I haven't suffered some sudden alteration in status, I haven't lost my church gig, nothing has changed -- frankly, this  is the way most musicians spend over 75% of their time, at least those of us who are lucky enough to be part of the LESS THAN 1% of our music school graduates who ever work in music after graduation.  That's right, we don't spend all our time practicing, not performing, but looking for work and doing the myriad of administrative tasks that are required to support that search. This morning, I have to…
Read More

All things bright and beautiful…Day 13

Okay, I know that I am supposed to honor God's creation and find the good in all its magnificence, but, really....KUDZU?  Must I really? You see, I am a city gardener.  I have, maybe a 4 ft x 10 ft garden in which to grow my few flowers.  If our continuing 98 degree plus heat wave is not enough of a complication, I have a never-ending infestation of kudzu vine.   While my hydrangea and my roses and even my Dianthus wither under the scorching and seemingly ever-increasing heat, my unrequested forest of kudzu thrives. In am thinking about this because of, well, three reasons:  first, my friend Harold's "Kingdom Parable"…
Read More

Total and complete exhaustion…Day 12

[caption id="attachment_273" align="alignright" width="300" caption="Real exhaustion with an embarassing hat"][/caption] Well, I made it....I think. Today was the last day of Music and Social Justice.  Everyone gave their presentations -- thought provoking, informative, and well crafted, each and everyone. And, I, I have reached the point of complete and total exhaustion.  (No one does exhaustion like my beagle, Gracie, shown to the right.) With any luck, I will have some time to unpack some of the amazing things that I have heard, learned, and felt during the past week. But now,  really folks, all I can do is go to bed.  I have to sing tomorrow. I do want to…
Read More

To this we’ve come…Day 11

Well, I'm a little later with my writing today than normal, but I have a pretty good excuse.  Tomorrow is the last day of my Music and Social Justice class, and, well, I've spent all day today finalizing my presentation for tomorrow. Okay, I stretched the truth.  I spent all day CREATING my presentation for tomorrow. It has been a few years -- ten, to be exact--since I put together a Powerpoint presentation and I'm pretty certain that, whatever the last topic was, it was not as interesting nor as personally earth-shattering for me as my topic tomorrow, which is "Social Justice Themes in Opera". You don't find that topic…
Read More

Orientation….Day 10

I'm sure that everyone, right along with me, will be relieved when  I complete my class on Music and Social Justice.  Then I will be able to think about and write about something else, like my impending travel to Spain.  But right now, I am still living closely with injustice and the music it generates.  And today, after an evening of listening to the most beautiful and yet agonizing music created by people struggling to live in perhaps the most unlivable conditions, I seem to be able to think of only one thing:  orientation. Maybe I don't really mean orientation, perhaps I mean perspective, but the word perspective just doesn't…
Read More

War No More…Day 9

Well, today is Day 4 of the Music and Social Justice Marathon, and I will admit that I am more than a little tired.  Add the fact that, a class that goes until 9 pm and then has a 30 minute commute attached to it takes me way past my normal "kennel-in" time to the intensity of the emotions that arise as we listen to the subject matter in the course, and I am just wiped out. As we were listening and pondering last night, first the Ralph Vaughn Williams Dona Nobis Pacem  (the  majority of the text by Walt Whitma) -and then Benjamin Britten's  War Requiem, I again pondered the pain and suffering that humanity…
Read More

A Remembering Morning…Day 8

In case I haven't made this completely clear, my original academic training is as an historian--specifically a specialist in Middle Eastern History and Archaeology.  But all in all, you can just call me a history junky. If it happened BEFORE I was born, I'm probably interested... When I started my undergraduate work, I was convinced that I would specialize in the Tudor-Stuart period. In my first Tudor history class, we of course studied the Medieval antecedents to the Tudor period, and I became fascinated.  My undergraduate studies then focused on Medieval church figures, in particular the Apocolyptics, Joachim of Fiore and St. Catherine of Siena.  A seed was planted, however.…
Read More

Stealth Missionary…Day 7

One thing I didn't mention when I was writing here about my licensing service, was, well, what it was like to tell other people about it, both before and after the event.  It took me a few tries to refine my answer to the question, "Great....what does that mean?" -- a question that I got not only from non-Calvary members, but also from a lot of Calvary congregants as well.  But I didn't really have an answer to the follow-on question:  "Great...so now, what will you do?" The answer, for me, was and still is in many ways simply this:  I will do what I have done; I will continue…
Read More

Heart Music…Day 6

Yes, I will admit it.  I can change my mind.  And I find out that I can, when enlivened, inspired, and amazed,  sit through a class in a bunker basement room on a beautiful summer day and be glad that I chose to be in that room instead of sailing on the Chesapeake (which was, by the way, my other choice). And no, I am not writing this simply because our instructor read my blog the day BEFORE class and saw my reservations about an all-day class.  There were so many insights and inspirations yesterday that I want to think about and write about, but what is most on my…
Read More

An early morning….Day 5

Yes, it is very early now, but we have a big day ahead of us at our house.  So I knew that if I didn't stop and write now, Day 5 would be well, an oops. The funny thing is that, yesterday, while walking around the neighborhood doing errands, I had fabulous things to say which of course now escape me completely.  I should know by now that Thich Nhat Hanh's teachings about the walking medition are true, and I should therefore remember to carry a notebook. Of course, perhaps with an IPod playing Spanish lessons in your ear as you walk  it truly doesn't count. So, as I pack…
Read More

Looking for work….Day 4

I have to keep this short today, because, well, I have to spend the morning looking for work. No, I haven't suffered some sudden alteration in status, I haven't lost my church gig, nothing has changed -- frankly, this  is the way most musicians spend over 75% of their time, at least those of us who are lucky enough to be part of the LESS THAN 1% of our music school graduates who ever work in music after graduation.  That's right, we don't spend all our time practicing, not performing, but looking for work and doing the myriad of administrative tasks that are required to support that search. This morning, I have to…
Read More

All things bright and beautiful…Day 13

Okay, I know that I am supposed to honor God's creation and find the good in all its magnificence, but, really....KUDZU?  Must I really? You see, I am a city gardener.  I have, maybe a 4 ft x 10 ft garden in which to grow my few flowers.  If our continuing 98 degree plus heat wave is not enough of a complication, I have a never-ending infestation of kudzu vine.   While my hydrangea and my roses and even my Dianthus wither under the scorching and seemingly ever-increasing heat, my unrequested forest of kudzu thrives. In am thinking about this because of, well, three reasons:  first, my friend Harold's "Kingdom Parable"…
Read More

Total and complete exhaustion…Day 12

[caption id="attachment_273" align="alignright" width="300" caption="Real exhaustion with an embarassing hat"][/caption] Well, I made it....I think. Today was the last day of Music and Social Justice.  Everyone gave their presentations -- thought provoking, informative, and well crafted, each and everyone. And, I, I have reached the point of complete and total exhaustion.  (No one does exhaustion like my beagle, Gracie, shown to the right.) With any luck, I will have some time to unpack some of the amazing things that I have heard, learned, and felt during the past week. But now,  really folks, all I can do is go to bed.  I have to sing tomorrow. I do want to…
Read More

To this we’ve come…Day 11

Well, I'm a little later with my writing today than normal, but I have a pretty good excuse.  Tomorrow is the last day of my Music and Social Justice class, and, well, I've spent all day today finalizing my presentation for tomorrow. Okay, I stretched the truth.  I spent all day CREATING my presentation for tomorrow. It has been a few years -- ten, to be exact--since I put together a Powerpoint presentation and I'm pretty certain that, whatever the last topic was, it was not as interesting nor as personally earth-shattering for me as my topic tomorrow, which is "Social Justice Themes in Opera". You don't find that topic…
Read More

Orientation….Day 10

I'm sure that everyone, right along with me, will be relieved when  I complete my class on Music and Social Justice.  Then I will be able to think about and write about something else, like my impending travel to Spain.  But right now, I am still living closely with injustice and the music it generates.  And today, after an evening of listening to the most beautiful and yet agonizing music created by people struggling to live in perhaps the most unlivable conditions, I seem to be able to think of only one thing:  orientation. Maybe I don't really mean orientation, perhaps I mean perspective, but the word perspective just doesn't…
Read More

War No More…Day 9

Well, today is Day 4 of the Music and Social Justice Marathon, and I will admit that I am more than a little tired.  Add the fact that, a class that goes until 9 pm and then has a 30 minute commute attached to it takes me way past my normal "kennel-in" time to the intensity of the emotions that arise as we listen to the subject matter in the course, and I am just wiped out. As we were listening and pondering last night, first the Ralph Vaughn Williams Dona Nobis Pacem  (the  majority of the text by Walt Whitma) -and then Benjamin Britten's  War Requiem, I again pondered the pain and suffering that humanity…
Read More

A Remembering Morning…Day 8

In case I haven't made this completely clear, my original academic training is as an historian--specifically a specialist in Middle Eastern History and Archaeology.  But all in all, you can just call me a history junky. If it happened BEFORE I was born, I'm probably interested... When I started my undergraduate work, I was convinced that I would specialize in the Tudor-Stuart period. In my first Tudor history class, we of course studied the Medieval antecedents to the Tudor period, and I became fascinated.  My undergraduate studies then focused on Medieval church figures, in particular the Apocolyptics, Joachim of Fiore and St. Catherine of Siena.  A seed was planted, however.…
Read More

Stealth Missionary…Day 7

One thing I didn't mention when I was writing here about my licensing service, was, well, what it was like to tell other people about it, both before and after the event.  It took me a few tries to refine my answer to the question, "Great....what does that mean?" -- a question that I got not only from non-Calvary members, but also from a lot of Calvary congregants as well.  But I didn't really have an answer to the follow-on question:  "Great...so now, what will you do?" The answer, for me, was and still is in many ways simply this:  I will do what I have done; I will continue…
Read More

Heart Music…Day 6

Yes, I will admit it.  I can change my mind.  And I find out that I can, when enlivened, inspired, and amazed,  sit through a class in a bunker basement room on a beautiful summer day and be glad that I chose to be in that room instead of sailing on the Chesapeake (which was, by the way, my other choice). And no, I am not writing this simply because our instructor read my blog the day BEFORE class and saw my reservations about an all-day class.  There were so many insights and inspirations yesterday that I want to think about and write about, but what is most on my…
Read More

An early morning….Day 5

Yes, it is very early now, but we have a big day ahead of us at our house.  So I knew that if I didn't stop and write now, Day 5 would be well, an oops. The funny thing is that, yesterday, while walking around the neighborhood doing errands, I had fabulous things to say which of course now escape me completely.  I should know by now that Thich Nhat Hanh's teachings about the walking medition are true, and I should therefore remember to carry a notebook. Of course, perhaps with an IPod playing Spanish lessons in your ear as you walk  it truly doesn't count. So, as I pack…
Read More

Looking for work….Day 4

I have to keep this short today, because, well, I have to spend the morning looking for work. No, I haven't suffered some sudden alteration in status, I haven't lost my church gig, nothing has changed -- frankly, this  is the way most musicians spend over 75% of their time, at least those of us who are lucky enough to be part of the LESS THAN 1% of our music school graduates who ever work in music after graduation.  That's right, we don't spend all our time practicing, not performing, but looking for work and doing the myriad of administrative tasks that are required to support that search. This morning, I have to…
Read More

All things bright and beautiful…Day 13

Okay, I know that I am supposed to honor God's creation and find the good in all its magnificence, but, really....KUDZU?  Must I really? You see, I am a city gardener.  I have, maybe a 4 ft x 10 ft garden in which to grow my few flowers.  If our continuing 98 degree plus heat wave is not enough of a complication, I have a never-ending infestation of kudzu vine.   While my hydrangea and my roses and even my Dianthus wither under the scorching and seemingly ever-increasing heat, my unrequested forest of kudzu thrives. In am thinking about this because of, well, three reasons:  first, my friend Harold's "Kingdom Parable"…
Read More

Total and complete exhaustion…Day 12

[caption id="attachment_273" align="alignright" width="300" caption="Real exhaustion with an embarassing hat"][/caption] Well, I made it....I think. Today was the last day of Music and Social Justice.  Everyone gave their presentations -- thought provoking, informative, and well crafted, each and everyone. And, I, I have reached the point of complete and total exhaustion.  (No one does exhaustion like my beagle, Gracie, shown to the right.) With any luck, I will have some time to unpack some of the amazing things that I have heard, learned, and felt during the past week. But now,  really folks, all I can do is go to bed.  I have to sing tomorrow. I do want to…
Read More

To this we’ve come…Day 11

Well, I'm a little later with my writing today than normal, but I have a pretty good excuse.  Tomorrow is the last day of my Music and Social Justice class, and, well, I've spent all day today finalizing my presentation for tomorrow. Okay, I stretched the truth.  I spent all day CREATING my presentation for tomorrow. It has been a few years -- ten, to be exact--since I put together a Powerpoint presentation and I'm pretty certain that, whatever the last topic was, it was not as interesting nor as personally earth-shattering for me as my topic tomorrow, which is "Social Justice Themes in Opera". You don't find that topic…
Read More

Orientation….Day 10

I'm sure that everyone, right along with me, will be relieved when  I complete my class on Music and Social Justice.  Then I will be able to think about and write about something else, like my impending travel to Spain.  But right now, I am still living closely with injustice and the music it generates.  And today, after an evening of listening to the most beautiful and yet agonizing music created by people struggling to live in perhaps the most unlivable conditions, I seem to be able to think of only one thing:  orientation. Maybe I don't really mean orientation, perhaps I mean perspective, but the word perspective just doesn't…
Read More

War No More…Day 9

Well, today is Day 4 of the Music and Social Justice Marathon, and I will admit that I am more than a little tired.  Add the fact that, a class that goes until 9 pm and then has a 30 minute commute attached to it takes me way past my normal "kennel-in" time to the intensity of the emotions that arise as we listen to the subject matter in the course, and I am just wiped out. As we were listening and pondering last night, first the Ralph Vaughn Williams Dona Nobis Pacem  (the  majority of the text by Walt Whitma) -and then Benjamin Britten's  War Requiem, I again pondered the pain and suffering that humanity…
Read More

A Remembering Morning…Day 8

In case I haven't made this completely clear, my original academic training is as an historian--specifically a specialist in Middle Eastern History and Archaeology.  But all in all, you can just call me a history junky. If it happened BEFORE I was born, I'm probably interested... When I started my undergraduate work, I was convinced that I would specialize in the Tudor-Stuart period. In my first Tudor history class, we of course studied the Medieval antecedents to the Tudor period, and I became fascinated.  My undergraduate studies then focused on Medieval church figures, in particular the Apocolyptics, Joachim of Fiore and St. Catherine of Siena.  A seed was planted, however.…
Read More

Stealth Missionary…Day 7

One thing I didn't mention when I was writing here about my licensing service, was, well, what it was like to tell other people about it, both before and after the event.  It took me a few tries to refine my answer to the question, "Great....what does that mean?" -- a question that I got not only from non-Calvary members, but also from a lot of Calvary congregants as well.  But I didn't really have an answer to the follow-on question:  "Great...so now, what will you do?" The answer, for me, was and still is in many ways simply this:  I will do what I have done; I will continue…
Read More

Heart Music…Day 6

Yes, I will admit it.  I can change my mind.  And I find out that I can, when enlivened, inspired, and amazed,  sit through a class in a bunker basement room on a beautiful summer day and be glad that I chose to be in that room instead of sailing on the Chesapeake (which was, by the way, my other choice). And no, I am not writing this simply because our instructor read my blog the day BEFORE class and saw my reservations about an all-day class.  There were so many insights and inspirations yesterday that I want to think about and write about, but what is most on my…
Read More

An early morning….Day 5

Yes, it is very early now, but we have a big day ahead of us at our house.  So I knew that if I didn't stop and write now, Day 5 would be well, an oops. The funny thing is that, yesterday, while walking around the neighborhood doing errands, I had fabulous things to say which of course now escape me completely.  I should know by now that Thich Nhat Hanh's teachings about the walking medition are true, and I should therefore remember to carry a notebook. Of course, perhaps with an IPod playing Spanish lessons in your ear as you walk  it truly doesn't count. So, as I pack…
Read More

Looking for work….Day 4

I have to keep this short today, because, well, I have to spend the morning looking for work. No, I haven't suffered some sudden alteration in status, I haven't lost my church gig, nothing has changed -- frankly, this  is the way most musicians spend over 75% of their time, at least those of us who are lucky enough to be part of the LESS THAN 1% of our music school graduates who ever work in music after graduation.  That's right, we don't spend all our time practicing, not performing, but looking for work and doing the myriad of administrative tasks that are required to support that search. This morning, I have to…
Read More

All things bright and beautiful…Day 13

Okay, I know that I am supposed to honor God's creation and find the good in all its magnificence, but, really....KUDZU?  Must I really? You see, I am a city gardener.  I have, maybe a 4 ft x 10 ft garden in which to grow my few flowers.  If our continuing 98 degree plus heat wave is not enough of a complication, I have a never-ending infestation of kudzu vine.   While my hydrangea and my roses and even my Dianthus wither under the scorching and seemingly ever-increasing heat, my unrequested forest of kudzu thrives. In am thinking about this because of, well, three reasons:  first, my friend Harold's "Kingdom Parable"…
Read More

Total and complete exhaustion…Day 12

[caption id="attachment_273" align="alignright" width="300" caption="Real exhaustion with an embarassing hat"][/caption] Well, I made it....I think. Today was the last day of Music and Social Justice.  Everyone gave their presentations -- thought provoking, informative, and well crafted, each and everyone. And, I, I have reached the point of complete and total exhaustion.  (No one does exhaustion like my beagle, Gracie, shown to the right.) With any luck, I will have some time to unpack some of the amazing things that I have heard, learned, and felt during the past week. But now,  really folks, all I can do is go to bed.  I have to sing tomorrow. I do want to…
Read More

To this we’ve come…Day 11

Well, I'm a little later with my writing today than normal, but I have a pretty good excuse.  Tomorrow is the last day of my Music and Social Justice class, and, well, I've spent all day today finalizing my presentation for tomorrow. Okay, I stretched the truth.  I spent all day CREATING my presentation for tomorrow. It has been a few years -- ten, to be exact--since I put together a Powerpoint presentation and I'm pretty certain that, whatever the last topic was, it was not as interesting nor as personally earth-shattering for me as my topic tomorrow, which is "Social Justice Themes in Opera". You don't find that topic…
Read More

Orientation….Day 10

I'm sure that everyone, right along with me, will be relieved when  I complete my class on Music and Social Justice.  Then I will be able to think about and write about something else, like my impending travel to Spain.  But right now, I am still living closely with injustice and the music it generates.  And today, after an evening of listening to the most beautiful and yet agonizing music created by people struggling to live in perhaps the most unlivable conditions, I seem to be able to think of only one thing:  orientation. Maybe I don't really mean orientation, perhaps I mean perspective, but the word perspective just doesn't…
Read More

War No More…Day 9

Well, today is Day 4 of the Music and Social Justice Marathon, and I will admit that I am more than a little tired.  Add the fact that, a class that goes until 9 pm and then has a 30 minute commute attached to it takes me way past my normal "kennel-in" time to the intensity of the emotions that arise as we listen to the subject matter in the course, and I am just wiped out. As we were listening and pondering last night, first the Ralph Vaughn Williams Dona Nobis Pacem  (the  majority of the text by Walt Whitma) -and then Benjamin Britten's  War Requiem, I again pondered the pain and suffering that humanity…
Read More

A Remembering Morning…Day 8

In case I haven't made this completely clear, my original academic training is as an historian--specifically a specialist in Middle Eastern History and Archaeology.  But all in all, you can just call me a history junky. If it happened BEFORE I was born, I'm probably interested... When I started my undergraduate work, I was convinced that I would specialize in the Tudor-Stuart period. In my first Tudor history class, we of course studied the Medieval antecedents to the Tudor period, and I became fascinated.  My undergraduate studies then focused on Medieval church figures, in particular the Apocolyptics, Joachim of Fiore and St. Catherine of Siena.  A seed was planted, however.…
Read More

Stealth Missionary…Day 7

One thing I didn't mention when I was writing here about my licensing service, was, well, what it was like to tell other people about it, both before and after the event.  It took me a few tries to refine my answer to the question, "Great....what does that mean?" -- a question that I got not only from non-Calvary members, but also from a lot of Calvary congregants as well.  But I didn't really have an answer to the follow-on question:  "Great...so now, what will you do?" The answer, for me, was and still is in many ways simply this:  I will do what I have done; I will continue…
Read More

Heart Music…Day 6

Yes, I will admit it.  I can change my mind.  And I find out that I can, when enlivened, inspired, and amazed,  sit through a class in a bunker basement room on a beautiful summer day and be glad that I chose to be in that room instead of sailing on the Chesapeake (which was, by the way, my other choice). And no, I am not writing this simply because our instructor read my blog the day BEFORE class and saw my reservations about an all-day class.  There were so many insights and inspirations yesterday that I want to think about and write about, but what is most on my…
Read More

An early morning….Day 5

Yes, it is very early now, but we have a big day ahead of us at our house.  So I knew that if I didn't stop and write now, Day 5 would be well, an oops. The funny thing is that, yesterday, while walking around the neighborhood doing errands, I had fabulous things to say which of course now escape me completely.  I should know by now that Thich Nhat Hanh's teachings about the walking medition are true, and I should therefore remember to carry a notebook. Of course, perhaps with an IPod playing Spanish lessons in your ear as you walk  it truly doesn't count. So, as I pack…
Read More

Looking for work….Day 4

I have to keep this short today, because, well, I have to spend the morning looking for work. No, I haven't suffered some sudden alteration in status, I haven't lost my church gig, nothing has changed -- frankly, this  is the way most musicians spend over 75% of their time, at least those of us who are lucky enough to be part of the LESS THAN 1% of our music school graduates who ever work in music after graduation.  That's right, we don't spend all our time practicing, not performing, but looking for work and doing the myriad of administrative tasks that are required to support that search. This morning, I have to…
Read More

All things bright and beautiful…Day 13

Okay, I know that I am supposed to honor God's creation and find the good in all its magnificence, but, really....KUDZU?  Must I really? You see, I am a city gardener.  I have, maybe a 4 ft x 10 ft garden in which to grow my few flowers.  If our continuing 98 degree plus heat wave is not enough of a complication, I have a never-ending infestation of kudzu vine.   While my hydrangea and my roses and even my Dianthus wither under the scorching and seemingly ever-increasing heat, my unrequested forest of kudzu thrives. In am thinking about this because of, well, three reasons:  first, my friend Harold's "Kingdom Parable"…
Read More

Total and complete exhaustion…Day 12

[caption id="attachment_273" align="alignright" width="300" caption="Real exhaustion with an embarassing hat"][/caption] Well, I made it....I think. Today was the last day of Music and Social Justice.  Everyone gave their presentations -- thought provoking, informative, and well crafted, each and everyone. And, I, I have reached the point of complete and total exhaustion.  (No one does exhaustion like my beagle, Gracie, shown to the right.) With any luck, I will have some time to unpack some of the amazing things that I have heard, learned, and felt during the past week. But now,  really folks, all I can do is go to bed.  I have to sing tomorrow. I do want to…
Read More

To this we’ve come…Day 11

Well, I'm a little later with my writing today than normal, but I have a pretty good excuse.  Tomorrow is the last day of my Music and Social Justice class, and, well, I've spent all day today finalizing my presentation for tomorrow. Okay, I stretched the truth.  I spent all day CREATING my presentation for tomorrow. It has been a few years -- ten, to be exact--since I put together a Powerpoint presentation and I'm pretty certain that, whatever the last topic was, it was not as interesting nor as personally earth-shattering for me as my topic tomorrow, which is "Social Justice Themes in Opera". You don't find that topic…
Read More

Orientation….Day 10

I'm sure that everyone, right along with me, will be relieved when  I complete my class on Music and Social Justice.  Then I will be able to think about and write about something else, like my impending travel to Spain.  But right now, I am still living closely with injustice and the music it generates.  And today, after an evening of listening to the most beautiful and yet agonizing music created by people struggling to live in perhaps the most unlivable conditions, I seem to be able to think of only one thing:  orientation. Maybe I don't really mean orientation, perhaps I mean perspective, but the word perspective just doesn't…
Read More

War No More…Day 9

Well, today is Day 4 of the Music and Social Justice Marathon, and I will admit that I am more than a little tired.  Add the fact that, a class that goes until 9 pm and then has a 30 minute commute attached to it takes me way past my normal "kennel-in" time to the intensity of the emotions that arise as we listen to the subject matter in the course, and I am just wiped out. As we were listening and pondering last night, first the Ralph Vaughn Williams Dona Nobis Pacem  (the  majority of the text by Walt Whitma) -and then Benjamin Britten's  War Requiem, I again pondered the pain and suffering that humanity…
Read More

A Remembering Morning…Day 8

In case I haven't made this completely clear, my original academic training is as an historian--specifically a specialist in Middle Eastern History and Archaeology.  But all in all, you can just call me a history junky. If it happened BEFORE I was born, I'm probably interested... When I started my undergraduate work, I was convinced that I would specialize in the Tudor-Stuart period. In my first Tudor history class, we of course studied the Medieval antecedents to the Tudor period, and I became fascinated.  My undergraduate studies then focused on Medieval church figures, in particular the Apocolyptics, Joachim of Fiore and St. Catherine of Siena.  A seed was planted, however.…
Read More

Stealth Missionary…Day 7

One thing I didn't mention when I was writing here about my licensing service, was, well, what it was like to tell other people about it, both before and after the event.  It took me a few tries to refine my answer to the question, "Great....what does that mean?" -- a question that I got not only from non-Calvary members, but also from a lot of Calvary congregants as well.  But I didn't really have an answer to the follow-on question:  "Great...so now, what will you do?" The answer, for me, was and still is in many ways simply this:  I will do what I have done; I will continue…
Read More

Heart Music…Day 6

Yes, I will admit it.  I can change my mind.  And I find out that I can, when enlivened, inspired, and amazed,  sit through a class in a bunker basement room on a beautiful summer day and be glad that I chose to be in that room instead of sailing on the Chesapeake (which was, by the way, my other choice). And no, I am not writing this simply because our instructor read my blog the day BEFORE class and saw my reservations about an all-day class.  There were so many insights and inspirations yesterday that I want to think about and write about, but what is most on my…
Read More

An early morning….Day 5

Yes, it is very early now, but we have a big day ahead of us at our house.  So I knew that if I didn't stop and write now, Day 5 would be well, an oops. The funny thing is that, yesterday, while walking around the neighborhood doing errands, I had fabulous things to say which of course now escape me completely.  I should know by now that Thich Nhat Hanh's teachings about the walking medition are true, and I should therefore remember to carry a notebook. Of course, perhaps with an IPod playing Spanish lessons in your ear as you walk  it truly doesn't count. So, as I pack…
Read More

Looking for work….Day 4

I have to keep this short today, because, well, I have to spend the morning looking for work. No, I haven't suffered some sudden alteration in status, I haven't lost my church gig, nothing has changed -- frankly, this  is the way most musicians spend over 75% of their time, at least those of us who are lucky enough to be part of the LESS THAN 1% of our music school graduates who ever work in music after graduation.  That's right, we don't spend all our time practicing, not performing, but looking for work and doing the myriad of administrative tasks that are required to support that search. This morning, I have to…
Read More

All things bright and beautiful…Day 13

Okay, I know that I am supposed to honor God's creation and find the good in all its magnificence, but, really....KUDZU?  Must I really? You see, I am a city gardener.  I have, maybe a 4 ft x 10 ft garden in which to grow my few flowers.  If our continuing 98 degree plus heat wave is not enough of a complication, I have a never-ending infestation of kudzu vine.   While my hydrangea and my roses and even my Dianthus wither under the scorching and seemingly ever-increasing heat, my unrequested forest of kudzu thrives. In am thinking about this because of, well, three reasons:  first, my friend Harold's "Kingdom Parable"…
Read More

Total and complete exhaustion…Day 12

[caption id="attachment_273" align="alignright" width="300" caption="Real exhaustion with an embarassing hat"][/caption] Well, I made it....I think. Today was the last day of Music and Social Justice.  Everyone gave their presentations -- thought provoking, informative, and well crafted, each and everyone. And, I, I have reached the point of complete and total exhaustion.  (No one does exhaustion like my beagle, Gracie, shown to the right.) With any luck, I will have some time to unpack some of the amazing things that I have heard, learned, and felt during the past week. But now,  really folks, all I can do is go to bed.  I have to sing tomorrow. I do want to…
Read More

To this we’ve come…Day 11

Well, I'm a little later with my writing today than normal, but I have a pretty good excuse.  Tomorrow is the last day of my Music and Social Justice class, and, well, I've spent all day today finalizing my presentation for tomorrow. Okay, I stretched the truth.  I spent all day CREATING my presentation for tomorrow. It has been a few years -- ten, to be exact--since I put together a Powerpoint presentation and I'm pretty certain that, whatever the last topic was, it was not as interesting nor as personally earth-shattering for me as my topic tomorrow, which is "Social Justice Themes in Opera". You don't find that topic…
Read More

Orientation….Day 10

I'm sure that everyone, right along with me, will be relieved when  I complete my class on Music and Social Justice.  Then I will be able to think about and write about something else, like my impending travel to Spain.  But right now, I am still living closely with injustice and the music it generates.  And today, after an evening of listening to the most beautiful and yet agonizing music created by people struggling to live in perhaps the most unlivable conditions, I seem to be able to think of only one thing:  orientation. Maybe I don't really mean orientation, perhaps I mean perspective, but the word perspective just doesn't…
Read More

War No More…Day 9

Well, today is Day 4 of the Music and Social Justice Marathon, and I will admit that I am more than a little tired.  Add the fact that, a class that goes until 9 pm and then has a 30 minute commute attached to it takes me way past my normal "kennel-in" time to the intensity of the emotions that arise as we listen to the subject matter in the course, and I am just wiped out. As we were listening and pondering last night, first the Ralph Vaughn Williams Dona Nobis Pacem  (the  majority of the text by Walt Whitma) -and then Benjamin Britten's  War Requiem, I again pondered the pain and suffering that humanity…
Read More

A Remembering Morning…Day 8

In case I haven't made this completely clear, my original academic training is as an historian--specifically a specialist in Middle Eastern History and Archaeology.  But all in all, you can just call me a history junky. If it happened BEFORE I was born, I'm probably interested... When I started my undergraduate work, I was convinced that I would specialize in the Tudor-Stuart period. In my first Tudor history class, we of course studied the Medieval antecedents to the Tudor period, and I became fascinated.  My undergraduate studies then focused on Medieval church figures, in particular the Apocolyptics, Joachim of Fiore and St. Catherine of Siena.  A seed was planted, however.…
Read More

Stealth Missionary…Day 7

One thing I didn't mention when I was writing here about my licensing service, was, well, what it was like to tell other people about it, both before and after the event.  It took me a few tries to refine my answer to the question, "Great....what does that mean?" -- a question that I got not only from non-Calvary members, but also from a lot of Calvary congregants as well.  But I didn't really have an answer to the follow-on question:  "Great...so now, what will you do?" The answer, for me, was and still is in many ways simply this:  I will do what I have done; I will continue…
Read More

Heart Music…Day 6

Yes, I will admit it.  I can change my mind.  And I find out that I can, when enlivened, inspired, and amazed,  sit through a class in a bunker basement room on a beautiful summer day and be glad that I chose to be in that room instead of sailing on the Chesapeake (which was, by the way, my other choice). And no, I am not writing this simply because our instructor read my blog the day BEFORE class and saw my reservations about an all-day class.  There were so many insights and inspirations yesterday that I want to think about and write about, but what is most on my…
Read More

An early morning….Day 5

Yes, it is very early now, but we have a big day ahead of us at our house.  So I knew that if I didn't stop and write now, Day 5 would be well, an oops. The funny thing is that, yesterday, while walking around the neighborhood doing errands, I had fabulous things to say which of course now escape me completely.  I should know by now that Thich Nhat Hanh's teachings about the walking medition are true, and I should therefore remember to carry a notebook. Of course, perhaps with an IPod playing Spanish lessons in your ear as you walk  it truly doesn't count. So, as I pack…
Read More

Looking for work….Day 4

I have to keep this short today, because, well, I have to spend the morning looking for work. No, I haven't suffered some sudden alteration in status, I haven't lost my church gig, nothing has changed -- frankly, this  is the way most musicians spend over 75% of their time, at least those of us who are lucky enough to be part of the LESS THAN 1% of our music school graduates who ever work in music after graduation.  That's right, we don't spend all our time practicing, not performing, but looking for work and doing the myriad of administrative tasks that are required to support that search. This morning, I have to…
Read More

All things bright and beautiful…Day 13

Okay, I know that I am supposed to honor God's creation and find the good in all its magnificence, but, really....KUDZU?  Must I really? You see, I am a city gardener.  I have, maybe a 4 ft x 10 ft garden in which to grow my few flowers.  If our continuing 98 degree plus heat wave is not enough of a complication, I have a never-ending infestation of kudzu vine.   While my hydrangea and my roses and even my Dianthus wither under the scorching and seemingly ever-increasing heat, my unrequested forest of kudzu thrives. In am thinking about this because of, well, three reasons:  first, my friend Harold's "Kingdom Parable"…
Read More

Total and complete exhaustion…Day 12

[caption id="attachment_273" align="alignright" width="300" caption="Real exhaustion with an embarassing hat"][/caption] Well, I made it....I think. Today was the last day of Music and Social Justice.  Everyone gave their presentations -- thought provoking, informative, and well crafted, each and everyone. And, I, I have reached the point of complete and total exhaustion.  (No one does exhaustion like my beagle, Gracie, shown to the right.) With any luck, I will have some time to unpack some of the amazing things that I have heard, learned, and felt during the past week. But now,  really folks, all I can do is go to bed.  I have to sing tomorrow. I do want to…
Read More

To this we’ve come…Day 11

Well, I'm a little later with my writing today than normal, but I have a pretty good excuse.  Tomorrow is the last day of my Music and Social Justice class, and, well, I've spent all day today finalizing my presentation for tomorrow. Okay, I stretched the truth.  I spent all day CREATING my presentation for tomorrow. It has been a few years -- ten, to be exact--since I put together a Powerpoint presentation and I'm pretty certain that, whatever the last topic was, it was not as interesting nor as personally earth-shattering for me as my topic tomorrow, which is "Social Justice Themes in Opera". You don't find that topic…
Read More

Orientation….Day 10

I'm sure that everyone, right along with me, will be relieved when  I complete my class on Music and Social Justice.  Then I will be able to think about and write about something else, like my impending travel to Spain.  But right now, I am still living closely with injustice and the music it generates.  And today, after an evening of listening to the most beautiful and yet agonizing music created by people struggling to live in perhaps the most unlivable conditions, I seem to be able to think of only one thing:  orientation. Maybe I don't really mean orientation, perhaps I mean perspective, but the word perspective just doesn't…
Read More

War No More…Day 9

Well, today is Day 4 of the Music and Social Justice Marathon, and I will admit that I am more than a little tired.  Add the fact that, a class that goes until 9 pm and then has a 30 minute commute attached to it takes me way past my normal "kennel-in" time to the intensity of the emotions that arise as we listen to the subject matter in the course, and I am just wiped out. As we were listening and pondering last night, first the Ralph Vaughn Williams Dona Nobis Pacem  (the  majority of the text by Walt Whitma) -and then Benjamin Britten's  War Requiem, I again pondered the pain and suffering that humanity…
Read More

A Remembering Morning…Day 8

In case I haven't made this completely clear, my original academic training is as an historian--specifically a specialist in Middle Eastern History and Archaeology.  But all in all, you can just call me a history junky. If it happened BEFORE I was born, I'm probably interested... When I started my undergraduate work, I was convinced that I would specialize in the Tudor-Stuart period. In my first Tudor history class, we of course studied the Medieval antecedents to the Tudor period, and I became fascinated.  My undergraduate studies then focused on Medieval church figures, in particular the Apocolyptics, Joachim of Fiore and St. Catherine of Siena.  A seed was planted, however.…
Read More

Stealth Missionary…Day 7

One thing I didn't mention when I was writing here about my licensing service, was, well, what it was like to tell other people about it, both before and after the event.  It took me a few tries to refine my answer to the question, "Great....what does that mean?" -- a question that I got not only from non-Calvary members, but also from a lot of Calvary congregants as well.  But I didn't really have an answer to the follow-on question:  "Great...so now, what will you do?" The answer, for me, was and still is in many ways simply this:  I will do what I have done; I will continue…
Read More

Heart Music…Day 6

Yes, I will admit it.  I can change my mind.  And I find out that I can, when enlivened, inspired, and amazed,  sit through a class in a bunker basement room on a beautiful summer day and be glad that I chose to be in that room instead of sailing on the Chesapeake (which was, by the way, my other choice). And no, I am not writing this simply because our instructor read my blog the day BEFORE class and saw my reservations about an all-day class.  There were so many insights and inspirations yesterday that I want to think about and write about, but what is most on my…
Read More

An early morning….Day 5

Yes, it is very early now, but we have a big day ahead of us at our house.  So I knew that if I didn't stop and write now, Day 5 would be well, an oops. The funny thing is that, yesterday, while walking around the neighborhood doing errands, I had fabulous things to say which of course now escape me completely.  I should know by now that Thich Nhat Hanh's teachings about the walking medition are true, and I should therefore remember to carry a notebook. Of course, perhaps with an IPod playing Spanish lessons in your ear as you walk  it truly doesn't count. So, as I pack…
Read More

Looking for work….Day 4

I have to keep this short today, because, well, I have to spend the morning looking for work. No, I haven't suffered some sudden alteration in status, I haven't lost my church gig, nothing has changed -- frankly, this  is the way most musicians spend over 75% of their time, at least those of us who are lucky enough to be part of the LESS THAN 1% of our music school graduates who ever work in music after graduation.  That's right, we don't spend all our time practicing, not performing, but looking for work and doing the myriad of administrative tasks that are required to support that search. This morning, I have to…
Read More

All things bright and beautiful…Day 13

Okay, I know that I am supposed to honor God's creation and find the good in all its magnificence, but, really....KUDZU?  Must I really? You see, I am a city gardener.  I have, maybe a 4 ft x 10 ft garden in which to grow my few flowers.  If our continuing 98 degree plus heat wave is not enough of a complication, I have a never-ending infestation of kudzu vine.   While my hydrangea and my roses and even my Dianthus wither under the scorching and seemingly ever-increasing heat, my unrequested forest of kudzu thrives. In am thinking about this because of, well, three reasons:  first, my friend Harold's "Kingdom Parable"…
Read More

Total and complete exhaustion…Day 12

[caption id="attachment_273" align="alignright" width="300" caption="Real exhaustion with an embarassing hat"][/caption] Well, I made it....I think. Today was the last day of Music and Social Justice.  Everyone gave their presentations -- thought provoking, informative, and well crafted, each and everyone. And, I, I have reached the point of complete and total exhaustion.  (No one does exhaustion like my beagle, Gracie, shown to the right.) With any luck, I will have some time to unpack some of the amazing things that I have heard, learned, and felt during the past week. But now,  really folks, all I can do is go to bed.  I have to sing tomorrow. I do want to…
Read More

To this we’ve come…Day 11

Well, I'm a little later with my writing today than normal, but I have a pretty good excuse.  Tomorrow is the last day of my Music and Social Justice class, and, well, I've spent all day today finalizing my presentation for tomorrow. Okay, I stretched the truth.  I spent all day CREATING my presentation for tomorrow. It has been a few years -- ten, to be exact--since I put together a Powerpoint presentation and I'm pretty certain that, whatever the last topic was, it was not as interesting nor as personally earth-shattering for me as my topic tomorrow, which is "Social Justice Themes in Opera". You don't find that topic…
Read More

Orientation….Day 10

I'm sure that everyone, right along with me, will be relieved when  I complete my class on Music and Social Justice.  Then I will be able to think about and write about something else, like my impending travel to Spain.  But right now, I am still living closely with injustice and the music it generates.  And today, after an evening of listening to the most beautiful and yet agonizing music created by people struggling to live in perhaps the most unlivable conditions, I seem to be able to think of only one thing:  orientation. Maybe I don't really mean orientation, perhaps I mean perspective, but the word perspective just doesn't…
Read More

War No More…Day 9

Well, today is Day 4 of the Music and Social Justice Marathon, and I will admit that I am more than a little tired.  Add the fact that, a class that goes until 9 pm and then has a 30 minute commute attached to it takes me way past my normal "kennel-in" time to the intensity of the emotions that arise as we listen to the subject matter in the course, and I am just wiped out. As we were listening and pondering last night, first the Ralph Vaughn Williams Dona Nobis Pacem  (the  majority of the text by Walt Whitma) -and then Benjamin Britten's  War Requiem, I again pondered the pain and suffering that humanity…
Read More

A Remembering Morning…Day 8

In case I haven't made this completely clear, my original academic training is as an historian--specifically a specialist in Middle Eastern History and Archaeology.  But all in all, you can just call me a history junky. If it happened BEFORE I was born, I'm probably interested... When I started my undergraduate work, I was convinced that I would specialize in the Tudor-Stuart period. In my first Tudor history class, we of course studied the Medieval antecedents to the Tudor period, and I became fascinated.  My undergraduate studies then focused on Medieval church figures, in particular the Apocolyptics, Joachim of Fiore and St. Catherine of Siena.  A seed was planted, however.…
Read More

Stealth Missionary…Day 7

One thing I didn't mention when I was writing here about my licensing service, was, well, what it was like to tell other people about it, both before and after the event.  It took me a few tries to refine my answer to the question, "Great....what does that mean?" -- a question that I got not only from non-Calvary members, but also from a lot of Calvary congregants as well.  But I didn't really have an answer to the follow-on question:  "Great...so now, what will you do?" The answer, for me, was and still is in many ways simply this:  I will do what I have done; I will continue…
Read More

Heart Music…Day 6

Yes, I will admit it.  I can change my mind.  And I find out that I can, when enlivened, inspired, and amazed,  sit through a class in a bunker basement room on a beautiful summer day and be glad that I chose to be in that room instead of sailing on the Chesapeake (which was, by the way, my other choice). And no, I am not writing this simply because our instructor read my blog the day BEFORE class and saw my reservations about an all-day class.  There were so many insights and inspirations yesterday that I want to think about and write about, but what is most on my…
Read More

An early morning….Day 5

Yes, it is very early now, but we have a big day ahead of us at our house.  So I knew that if I didn't stop and write now, Day 5 would be well, an oops. The funny thing is that, yesterday, while walking around the neighborhood doing errands, I had fabulous things to say which of course now escape me completely.  I should know by now that Thich Nhat Hanh's teachings about the walking medition are true, and I should therefore remember to carry a notebook. Of course, perhaps with an IPod playing Spanish lessons in your ear as you walk  it truly doesn't count. So, as I pack…
Read More

Looking for work….Day 4

I have to keep this short today, because, well, I have to spend the morning looking for work. No, I haven't suffered some sudden alteration in status, I haven't lost my church gig, nothing has changed -- frankly, this  is the way most musicians spend over 75% of their time, at least those of us who are lucky enough to be part of the LESS THAN 1% of our music school graduates who ever work in music after graduation.  That's right, we don't spend all our time practicing, not performing, but looking for work and doing the myriad of administrative tasks that are required to support that search. This morning, I have to…
Read More

All things bright and beautiful…Day 13

Okay, I know that I am supposed to honor God's creation and find the good in all its magnificence, but, really....KUDZU?  Must I really? You see, I am a city gardener.  I have, maybe a 4 ft x 10 ft garden in which to grow my few flowers.  If our continuing 98 degree plus heat wave is not enough of a complication, I have a never-ending infestation of kudzu vine.   While my hydrangea and my roses and even my Dianthus wither under the scorching and seemingly ever-increasing heat, my unrequested forest of kudzu thrives. In am thinking about this because of, well, three reasons:  first, my friend Harold's "Kingdom Parable"…
Read More

Total and complete exhaustion…Day 12

[caption id="attachment_273" align="alignright" width="300" caption="Real exhaustion with an embarassing hat"][/caption] Well, I made it....I think. Today was the last day of Music and Social Justice.  Everyone gave their presentations -- thought provoking, informative, and well crafted, each and everyone. And, I, I have reached the point of complete and total exhaustion.  (No one does exhaustion like my beagle, Gracie, shown to the right.) With any luck, I will have some time to unpack some of the amazing things that I have heard, learned, and felt during the past week. But now,  really folks, all I can do is go to bed.  I have to sing tomorrow. I do want to…
Read More

To this we’ve come…Day 11

Well, I'm a little later with my writing today than normal, but I have a pretty good excuse.  Tomorrow is the last day of my Music and Social Justice class, and, well, I've spent all day today finalizing my presentation for tomorrow. Okay, I stretched the truth.  I spent all day CREATING my presentation for tomorrow. It has been a few years -- ten, to be exact--since I put together a Powerpoint presentation and I'm pretty certain that, whatever the last topic was, it was not as interesting nor as personally earth-shattering for me as my topic tomorrow, which is "Social Justice Themes in Opera". You don't find that topic…
Read More

Orientation….Day 10

I'm sure that everyone, right along with me, will be relieved when  I complete my class on Music and Social Justice.  Then I will be able to think about and write about something else, like my impending travel to Spain.  But right now, I am still living closely with injustice and the music it generates.  And today, after an evening of listening to the most beautiful and yet agonizing music created by people struggling to live in perhaps the most unlivable conditions, I seem to be able to think of only one thing:  orientation. Maybe I don't really mean orientation, perhaps I mean perspective, but the word perspective just doesn't…
Read More

War No More…Day 9

Well, today is Day 4 of the Music and Social Justice Marathon, and I will admit that I am more than a little tired.  Add the fact that, a class that goes until 9 pm and then has a 30 minute commute attached to it takes me way past my normal "kennel-in" time to the intensity of the emotions that arise as we listen to the subject matter in the course, and I am just wiped out. As we were listening and pondering last night, first the Ralph Vaughn Williams Dona Nobis Pacem  (the  majority of the text by Walt Whitma) -and then Benjamin Britten's  War Requiem, I again pondered the pain and suffering that humanity…
Read More

A Remembering Morning…Day 8

In case I haven't made this completely clear, my original academic training is as an historian--specifically a specialist in Middle Eastern History and Archaeology.  But all in all, you can just call me a history junky. If it happened BEFORE I was born, I'm probably interested... When I started my undergraduate work, I was convinced that I would specialize in the Tudor-Stuart period. In my first Tudor history class, we of course studied the Medieval antecedents to the Tudor period, and I became fascinated.  My undergraduate studies then focused on Medieval church figures, in particular the Apocolyptics, Joachim of Fiore and St. Catherine of Siena.  A seed was planted, however.…
Read More

Stealth Missionary…Day 7

One thing I didn't mention when I was writing here about my licensing service, was, well, what it was like to tell other people about it, both before and after the event.  It took me a few tries to refine my answer to the question, "Great....what does that mean?" -- a question that I got not only from non-Calvary members, but also from a lot of Calvary congregants as well.  But I didn't really have an answer to the follow-on question:  "Great...so now, what will you do?" The answer, for me, was and still is in many ways simply this:  I will do what I have done; I will continue…
Read More

Heart Music…Day 6

Yes, I will admit it.  I can change my mind.  And I find out that I can, when enlivened, inspired, and amazed,  sit through a class in a bunker basement room on a beautiful summer day and be glad that I chose to be in that room instead of sailing on the Chesapeake (which was, by the way, my other choice). And no, I am not writing this simply because our instructor read my blog the day BEFORE class and saw my reservations about an all-day class.  There were so many insights and inspirations yesterday that I want to think about and write about, but what is most on my…
Read More

An early morning….Day 5

Yes, it is very early now, but we have a big day ahead of us at our house.  So I knew that if I didn't stop and write now, Day 5 would be well, an oops. The funny thing is that, yesterday, while walking around the neighborhood doing errands, I had fabulous things to say which of course now escape me completely.  I should know by now that Thich Nhat Hanh's teachings about the walking medition are true, and I should therefore remember to carry a notebook. Of course, perhaps with an IPod playing Spanish lessons in your ear as you walk  it truly doesn't count. So, as I pack…
Read More

Looking for work….Day 4

I have to keep this short today, because, well, I have to spend the morning looking for work. No, I haven't suffered some sudden alteration in status, I haven't lost my church gig, nothing has changed -- frankly, this  is the way most musicians spend over 75% of their time, at least those of us who are lucky enough to be part of the LESS THAN 1% of our music school graduates who ever work in music after graduation.  That's right, we don't spend all our time practicing, not performing, but looking for work and doing the myriad of administrative tasks that are required to support that search. This morning, I have to…
Read More