That old back-to-school feeling…

Last night I went out and bought some school supplies, with the excuse that I had a rebate coupon that was about to expire and that I had some project planning to do and needed those supplies.  Truth be told, I could feel summer drawing to a close and the world gearing up to go back to school and, well, I felt left out.  I have spent a lot of years of my life in one kind of school or another and the tug of the approaching start of class was just too strong on my psyche to resist.  I have joked that I might need a 12-step group to…
Read More

I See God in the Sunrise…and…

A friend and I have this kind of running joke with our pastor...it stems from a class where we were reading the book Claiming Theology from the Pulpit and learning to put labels on our own very distinct theological viewpoints.  We were talking about pantheism, whether or not that was an accurate theology or a heresy, as it was labelled by the early church fathers, etc., etc., and so forth.  My friend, who is a great lover of animals and all things "nature", made an impassioned argument for "seeing God in the sunrise".  Our pastor, of course, argued strongly for the other side.  It was a fun theological evening (yes,…
Read More

Being the foreigner…

At the same time that I feel a part of Madrid's comida lifestyle, I am often aware that I am "the foreigner".  And that awareness makes me think differently of so many of the people I know who are immigrants in my own country, both legal and not.  It makes me think more carefully about what daily life must be like for them.  As my mother always taught me, to learn how to love your brother, walk a mile in his shoes. This is, of course, not the first time that I have spent an extended time in another country and culture.  But somehow, the difference of my position here…
Read More

Being a Madrileña — at least for a while….

[caption id="attachment_749" align="alignright" width="150"] Goya's majos and majas[/caption] As I sit here, getting ready to head out to La Rambla, the big Madrid market -- apparently THE place to be for any resident of Madrid on a Sunday afternoon, I can't help but think how different this trip to Madrid has been for me.  While I won't go so far as to say that I have become a maja (although I do play one on the stage...ha), I think that I have been an honorary Madrileña for these weeks.  That is just the Spanish word for a resident of Madrid. I think that everyone has a personal travelling style and, while…
Read More

Long long ago…and tomorrow

Someone very dear to me (and you know who you are) once said to me:  "I see God in you....in  your constant commitment to learning and questioning and knowing what it is, exactly, that God is telling you.  Keep asking questions.  I think God is in the questions for you--you see Him there."  Well, I have a confession to make:  I really haven't been asking too many questions the last couple of months -- I believe, really, that I was tired.  And, that maybe it was time to just let a year of whirling-dervish question- asking settle. But, as will probably not surprise this friend and many others, as I…
Read More

Standing on the broad plain…

Yesterday, I realized that I had been somewhat silent during June...yes, I was quite busy this month but that doesn't usually stop me from having something to say or something that I need to process by writing about it. A couple of days ago, while speaking with my spiritual director, I realized that, for a great deal of the month of June I had been experiencing something new -- freedom, peace, and contentment.  I have been, as the Psalmist might say, standing on the broad plain. No, I have not been continuing my Mexican vacation, sitting on the beach with pina colada in my hand.  In fact, I've been working…
Read More

Embracing the imperfection…

[caption id="attachment_727" align="alignright" width="300"] My writing perch...[/caption] Let me begin with some full disclosure here:  by the time I post this, I will be back at home and at my desk.  But as I'm actually writing it, I'm sitting at a wooden table on a deck overlooking the Caribbean Sea just off the Yucatan Penninsula.  I am coming to the close of what may be one of the most perfect vacation days, in a life filled with many blessed, beautiful days of vacation all over the world.  This may very well be the best of all possible days. So, why am I thinking about "embracing the imperfection"?  Well, it is…
Read More

The weight of it all…

A year ago today, I was licensed to the Gospel Ministry at the Calvary Baptist Church.  As a member of my committee  (and someone whose grace and spirit I admire so deeply) said to me immediately afterward, in the grips of a welcome hug, "So, do you feel the weight of the Gospel call on your life yet?"   At the time, I probably thought that I did -- I certainly understood the solemnity of the choice that I had just made, the gravity of standing in front of my community and declaring it, the responsibility involved in asking for their confirmation of my call and the duty I had in…
Read More

Roses and the meaning of Life…

I live in the city -- I mean, really, the city...so when I refer to my "garden" I am talking about the the 4 foot by 10 foot stretch of post-construction dirt rubble that was used to fill in the hill in the front of our house, some 40 years ago.  I am quite lucky, since I have the space in front of two houses in our row (the house next door is a rental property belonging to a friend, where I am also allowed to garden), but considering that I grew up with a full acre to garden in, well, you get the idea...it is small.  But over the…
Read More

New word for a rainy Tuesday: dialogic

Every once in a while a word comes along that captures my imagination, and for the past week or so it has been this word, new to me:  dialogic.  I come from one of those families where the parental response to the question "what does  (fill in the blank) mean?" was a trip to the dictionary and then an evening spent using the new word in conversation around the dinner table.  I still run to the dictionary, albeit an online one, and sometimes a word just seems to continue to seek my attention.  That's what is happening with dialogic. At first glance, it doesn't seem a difficult word; I've had…
Read More

That old back-to-school feeling…

Last night I went out and bought some school supplies, with the excuse that I had a rebate coupon that was about to expire and that I had some project planning to do and needed those supplies.  Truth be told, I could feel summer drawing to a close and the world gearing up to go back to school and, well, I felt left out.  I have spent a lot of years of my life in one kind of school or another and the tug of the approaching start of class was just too strong on my psyche to resist.  I have joked that I might need a 12-step group to…
Read More

I See God in the Sunrise…and…

A friend and I have this kind of running joke with our pastor...it stems from a class where we were reading the book Claiming Theology from the Pulpit and learning to put labels on our own very distinct theological viewpoints.  We were talking about pantheism, whether or not that was an accurate theology or a heresy, as it was labelled by the early church fathers, etc., etc., and so forth.  My friend, who is a great lover of animals and all things "nature", made an impassioned argument for "seeing God in the sunrise".  Our pastor, of course, argued strongly for the other side.  It was a fun theological evening (yes,…
Read More

Being the foreigner…

At the same time that I feel a part of Madrid's comida lifestyle, I am often aware that I am "the foreigner".  And that awareness makes me think differently of so many of the people I know who are immigrants in my own country, both legal and not.  It makes me think more carefully about what daily life must be like for them.  As my mother always taught me, to learn how to love your brother, walk a mile in his shoes. This is, of course, not the first time that I have spent an extended time in another country and culture.  But somehow, the difference of my position here…
Read More

Being a Madrileña — at least for a while….

[caption id="attachment_749" align="alignright" width="150"] Goya's majos and majas[/caption] As I sit here, getting ready to head out to La Rambla, the big Madrid market -- apparently THE place to be for any resident of Madrid on a Sunday afternoon, I can't help but think how different this trip to Madrid has been for me.  While I won't go so far as to say that I have become a maja (although I do play one on the stage...ha), I think that I have been an honorary Madrileña for these weeks.  That is just the Spanish word for a resident of Madrid. I think that everyone has a personal travelling style and, while…
Read More

Long long ago…and tomorrow

Someone very dear to me (and you know who you are) once said to me:  "I see God in you....in  your constant commitment to learning and questioning and knowing what it is, exactly, that God is telling you.  Keep asking questions.  I think God is in the questions for you--you see Him there."  Well, I have a confession to make:  I really haven't been asking too many questions the last couple of months -- I believe, really, that I was tired.  And, that maybe it was time to just let a year of whirling-dervish question- asking settle. But, as will probably not surprise this friend and many others, as I…
Read More

Standing on the broad plain…

Yesterday, I realized that I had been somewhat silent during June...yes, I was quite busy this month but that doesn't usually stop me from having something to say or something that I need to process by writing about it. A couple of days ago, while speaking with my spiritual director, I realized that, for a great deal of the month of June I had been experiencing something new -- freedom, peace, and contentment.  I have been, as the Psalmist might say, standing on the broad plain. No, I have not been continuing my Mexican vacation, sitting on the beach with pina colada in my hand.  In fact, I've been working…
Read More

Embracing the imperfection…

[caption id="attachment_727" align="alignright" width="300"] My writing perch...[/caption] Let me begin with some full disclosure here:  by the time I post this, I will be back at home and at my desk.  But as I'm actually writing it, I'm sitting at a wooden table on a deck overlooking the Caribbean Sea just off the Yucatan Penninsula.  I am coming to the close of what may be one of the most perfect vacation days, in a life filled with many blessed, beautiful days of vacation all over the world.  This may very well be the best of all possible days. So, why am I thinking about "embracing the imperfection"?  Well, it is…
Read More

The weight of it all…

A year ago today, I was licensed to the Gospel Ministry at the Calvary Baptist Church.  As a member of my committee  (and someone whose grace and spirit I admire so deeply) said to me immediately afterward, in the grips of a welcome hug, "So, do you feel the weight of the Gospel call on your life yet?"   At the time, I probably thought that I did -- I certainly understood the solemnity of the choice that I had just made, the gravity of standing in front of my community and declaring it, the responsibility involved in asking for their confirmation of my call and the duty I had in…
Read More

Roses and the meaning of Life…

I live in the city -- I mean, really, the city...so when I refer to my "garden" I am talking about the the 4 foot by 10 foot stretch of post-construction dirt rubble that was used to fill in the hill in the front of our house, some 40 years ago.  I am quite lucky, since I have the space in front of two houses in our row (the house next door is a rental property belonging to a friend, where I am also allowed to garden), but considering that I grew up with a full acre to garden in, well, you get the idea...it is small.  But over the…
Read More

New word for a rainy Tuesday: dialogic

Every once in a while a word comes along that captures my imagination, and for the past week or so it has been this word, new to me:  dialogic.  I come from one of those families where the parental response to the question "what does  (fill in the blank) mean?" was a trip to the dictionary and then an evening spent using the new word in conversation around the dinner table.  I still run to the dictionary, albeit an online one, and sometimes a word just seems to continue to seek my attention.  That's what is happening with dialogic. At first glance, it doesn't seem a difficult word; I've had…
Read More

That old back-to-school feeling…

Last night I went out and bought some school supplies, with the excuse that I had a rebate coupon that was about to expire and that I had some project planning to do and needed those supplies.  Truth be told, I could feel summer drawing to a close and the world gearing up to go back to school and, well, I felt left out.  I have spent a lot of years of my life in one kind of school or another and the tug of the approaching start of class was just too strong on my psyche to resist.  I have joked that I might need a 12-step group to…
Read More

I See God in the Sunrise…and…

A friend and I have this kind of running joke with our pastor...it stems from a class where we were reading the book Claiming Theology from the Pulpit and learning to put labels on our own very distinct theological viewpoints.  We were talking about pantheism, whether or not that was an accurate theology or a heresy, as it was labelled by the early church fathers, etc., etc., and so forth.  My friend, who is a great lover of animals and all things "nature", made an impassioned argument for "seeing God in the sunrise".  Our pastor, of course, argued strongly for the other side.  It was a fun theological evening (yes,…
Read More

Being the foreigner…

At the same time that I feel a part of Madrid's comida lifestyle, I am often aware that I am "the foreigner".  And that awareness makes me think differently of so many of the people I know who are immigrants in my own country, both legal and not.  It makes me think more carefully about what daily life must be like for them.  As my mother always taught me, to learn how to love your brother, walk a mile in his shoes. This is, of course, not the first time that I have spent an extended time in another country and culture.  But somehow, the difference of my position here…
Read More

Being a Madrileña — at least for a while….

[caption id="attachment_749" align="alignright" width="150"] Goya's majos and majas[/caption] As I sit here, getting ready to head out to La Rambla, the big Madrid market -- apparently THE place to be for any resident of Madrid on a Sunday afternoon, I can't help but think how different this trip to Madrid has been for me.  While I won't go so far as to say that I have become a maja (although I do play one on the stage...ha), I think that I have been an honorary Madrileña for these weeks.  That is just the Spanish word for a resident of Madrid. I think that everyone has a personal travelling style and, while…
Read More

Long long ago…and tomorrow

Someone very dear to me (and you know who you are) once said to me:  "I see God in you....in  your constant commitment to learning and questioning and knowing what it is, exactly, that God is telling you.  Keep asking questions.  I think God is in the questions for you--you see Him there."  Well, I have a confession to make:  I really haven't been asking too many questions the last couple of months -- I believe, really, that I was tired.  And, that maybe it was time to just let a year of whirling-dervish question- asking settle. But, as will probably not surprise this friend and many others, as I…
Read More

Standing on the broad plain…

Yesterday, I realized that I had been somewhat silent during June...yes, I was quite busy this month but that doesn't usually stop me from having something to say or something that I need to process by writing about it. A couple of days ago, while speaking with my spiritual director, I realized that, for a great deal of the month of June I had been experiencing something new -- freedom, peace, and contentment.  I have been, as the Psalmist might say, standing on the broad plain. No, I have not been continuing my Mexican vacation, sitting on the beach with pina colada in my hand.  In fact, I've been working…
Read More

Embracing the imperfection…

[caption id="attachment_727" align="alignright" width="300"] My writing perch...[/caption] Let me begin with some full disclosure here:  by the time I post this, I will be back at home and at my desk.  But as I'm actually writing it, I'm sitting at a wooden table on a deck overlooking the Caribbean Sea just off the Yucatan Penninsula.  I am coming to the close of what may be one of the most perfect vacation days, in a life filled with many blessed, beautiful days of vacation all over the world.  This may very well be the best of all possible days. So, why am I thinking about "embracing the imperfection"?  Well, it is…
Read More

The weight of it all…

A year ago today, I was licensed to the Gospel Ministry at the Calvary Baptist Church.  As a member of my committee  (and someone whose grace and spirit I admire so deeply) said to me immediately afterward, in the grips of a welcome hug, "So, do you feel the weight of the Gospel call on your life yet?"   At the time, I probably thought that I did -- I certainly understood the solemnity of the choice that I had just made, the gravity of standing in front of my community and declaring it, the responsibility involved in asking for their confirmation of my call and the duty I had in…
Read More

Roses and the meaning of Life…

I live in the city -- I mean, really, the city...so when I refer to my "garden" I am talking about the the 4 foot by 10 foot stretch of post-construction dirt rubble that was used to fill in the hill in the front of our house, some 40 years ago.  I am quite lucky, since I have the space in front of two houses in our row (the house next door is a rental property belonging to a friend, where I am also allowed to garden), but considering that I grew up with a full acre to garden in, well, you get the idea...it is small.  But over the…
Read More

New word for a rainy Tuesday: dialogic

Every once in a while a word comes along that captures my imagination, and for the past week or so it has been this word, new to me:  dialogic.  I come from one of those families where the parental response to the question "what does  (fill in the blank) mean?" was a trip to the dictionary and then an evening spent using the new word in conversation around the dinner table.  I still run to the dictionary, albeit an online one, and sometimes a word just seems to continue to seek my attention.  That's what is happening with dialogic. At first glance, it doesn't seem a difficult word; I've had…
Read More

That old back-to-school feeling…

Last night I went out and bought some school supplies, with the excuse that I had a rebate coupon that was about to expire and that I had some project planning to do and needed those supplies.  Truth be told, I could feel summer drawing to a close and the world gearing up to go back to school and, well, I felt left out.  I have spent a lot of years of my life in one kind of school or another and the tug of the approaching start of class was just too strong on my psyche to resist.  I have joked that I might need a 12-step group to…
Read More

I See God in the Sunrise…and…

A friend and I have this kind of running joke with our pastor...it stems from a class where we were reading the book Claiming Theology from the Pulpit and learning to put labels on our own very distinct theological viewpoints.  We were talking about pantheism, whether or not that was an accurate theology or a heresy, as it was labelled by the early church fathers, etc., etc., and so forth.  My friend, who is a great lover of animals and all things "nature", made an impassioned argument for "seeing God in the sunrise".  Our pastor, of course, argued strongly for the other side.  It was a fun theological evening (yes,…
Read More

Being the foreigner…

At the same time that I feel a part of Madrid's comida lifestyle, I am often aware that I am "the foreigner".  And that awareness makes me think differently of so many of the people I know who are immigrants in my own country, both legal and not.  It makes me think more carefully about what daily life must be like for them.  As my mother always taught me, to learn how to love your brother, walk a mile in his shoes. This is, of course, not the first time that I have spent an extended time in another country and culture.  But somehow, the difference of my position here…
Read More

Being a Madrileña — at least for a while….

[caption id="attachment_749" align="alignright" width="150"] Goya's majos and majas[/caption] As I sit here, getting ready to head out to La Rambla, the big Madrid market -- apparently THE place to be for any resident of Madrid on a Sunday afternoon, I can't help but think how different this trip to Madrid has been for me.  While I won't go so far as to say that I have become a maja (although I do play one on the stage...ha), I think that I have been an honorary Madrileña for these weeks.  That is just the Spanish word for a resident of Madrid. I think that everyone has a personal travelling style and, while…
Read More

Long long ago…and tomorrow

Someone very dear to me (and you know who you are) once said to me:  "I see God in you....in  your constant commitment to learning and questioning and knowing what it is, exactly, that God is telling you.  Keep asking questions.  I think God is in the questions for you--you see Him there."  Well, I have a confession to make:  I really haven't been asking too many questions the last couple of months -- I believe, really, that I was tired.  And, that maybe it was time to just let a year of whirling-dervish question- asking settle. But, as will probably not surprise this friend and many others, as I…
Read More

Standing on the broad plain…

Yesterday, I realized that I had been somewhat silent during June...yes, I was quite busy this month but that doesn't usually stop me from having something to say or something that I need to process by writing about it. A couple of days ago, while speaking with my spiritual director, I realized that, for a great deal of the month of June I had been experiencing something new -- freedom, peace, and contentment.  I have been, as the Psalmist might say, standing on the broad plain. No, I have not been continuing my Mexican vacation, sitting on the beach with pina colada in my hand.  In fact, I've been working…
Read More

Embracing the imperfection…

[caption id="attachment_727" align="alignright" width="300"] My writing perch...[/caption] Let me begin with some full disclosure here:  by the time I post this, I will be back at home and at my desk.  But as I'm actually writing it, I'm sitting at a wooden table on a deck overlooking the Caribbean Sea just off the Yucatan Penninsula.  I am coming to the close of what may be one of the most perfect vacation days, in a life filled with many blessed, beautiful days of vacation all over the world.  This may very well be the best of all possible days. So, why am I thinking about "embracing the imperfection"?  Well, it is…
Read More

The weight of it all…

A year ago today, I was licensed to the Gospel Ministry at the Calvary Baptist Church.  As a member of my committee  (and someone whose grace and spirit I admire so deeply) said to me immediately afterward, in the grips of a welcome hug, "So, do you feel the weight of the Gospel call on your life yet?"   At the time, I probably thought that I did -- I certainly understood the solemnity of the choice that I had just made, the gravity of standing in front of my community and declaring it, the responsibility involved in asking for their confirmation of my call and the duty I had in…
Read More

Roses and the meaning of Life…

I live in the city -- I mean, really, the city...so when I refer to my "garden" I am talking about the the 4 foot by 10 foot stretch of post-construction dirt rubble that was used to fill in the hill in the front of our house, some 40 years ago.  I am quite lucky, since I have the space in front of two houses in our row (the house next door is a rental property belonging to a friend, where I am also allowed to garden), but considering that I grew up with a full acre to garden in, well, you get the idea...it is small.  But over the…
Read More

New word for a rainy Tuesday: dialogic

Every once in a while a word comes along that captures my imagination, and for the past week or so it has been this word, new to me:  dialogic.  I come from one of those families where the parental response to the question "what does  (fill in the blank) mean?" was a trip to the dictionary and then an evening spent using the new word in conversation around the dinner table.  I still run to the dictionary, albeit an online one, and sometimes a word just seems to continue to seek my attention.  That's what is happening with dialogic. At first glance, it doesn't seem a difficult word; I've had…
Read More

That old back-to-school feeling…

Last night I went out and bought some school supplies, with the excuse that I had a rebate coupon that was about to expire and that I had some project planning to do and needed those supplies.  Truth be told, I could feel summer drawing to a close and the world gearing up to go back to school and, well, I felt left out.  I have spent a lot of years of my life in one kind of school or another and the tug of the approaching start of class was just too strong on my psyche to resist.  I have joked that I might need a 12-step group to…
Read More

I See God in the Sunrise…and…

A friend and I have this kind of running joke with our pastor...it stems from a class where we were reading the book Claiming Theology from the Pulpit and learning to put labels on our own very distinct theological viewpoints.  We were talking about pantheism, whether or not that was an accurate theology or a heresy, as it was labelled by the early church fathers, etc., etc., and so forth.  My friend, who is a great lover of animals and all things "nature", made an impassioned argument for "seeing God in the sunrise".  Our pastor, of course, argued strongly for the other side.  It was a fun theological evening (yes,…
Read More

Being the foreigner…

At the same time that I feel a part of Madrid's comida lifestyle, I am often aware that I am "the foreigner".  And that awareness makes me think differently of so many of the people I know who are immigrants in my own country, both legal and not.  It makes me think more carefully about what daily life must be like for them.  As my mother always taught me, to learn how to love your brother, walk a mile in his shoes. This is, of course, not the first time that I have spent an extended time in another country and culture.  But somehow, the difference of my position here…
Read More

Being a Madrileña — at least for a while….

[caption id="attachment_749" align="alignright" width="150"] Goya's majos and majas[/caption] As I sit here, getting ready to head out to La Rambla, the big Madrid market -- apparently THE place to be for any resident of Madrid on a Sunday afternoon, I can't help but think how different this trip to Madrid has been for me.  While I won't go so far as to say that I have become a maja (although I do play one on the stage...ha), I think that I have been an honorary Madrileña for these weeks.  That is just the Spanish word for a resident of Madrid. I think that everyone has a personal travelling style and, while…
Read More

Long long ago…and tomorrow

Someone very dear to me (and you know who you are) once said to me:  "I see God in you....in  your constant commitment to learning and questioning and knowing what it is, exactly, that God is telling you.  Keep asking questions.  I think God is in the questions for you--you see Him there."  Well, I have a confession to make:  I really haven't been asking too many questions the last couple of months -- I believe, really, that I was tired.  And, that maybe it was time to just let a year of whirling-dervish question- asking settle. But, as will probably not surprise this friend and many others, as I…
Read More

Standing on the broad plain…

Yesterday, I realized that I had been somewhat silent during June...yes, I was quite busy this month but that doesn't usually stop me from having something to say or something that I need to process by writing about it. A couple of days ago, while speaking with my spiritual director, I realized that, for a great deal of the month of June I had been experiencing something new -- freedom, peace, and contentment.  I have been, as the Psalmist might say, standing on the broad plain. No, I have not been continuing my Mexican vacation, sitting on the beach with pina colada in my hand.  In fact, I've been working…
Read More

Embracing the imperfection…

[caption id="attachment_727" align="alignright" width="300"] My writing perch...[/caption] Let me begin with some full disclosure here:  by the time I post this, I will be back at home and at my desk.  But as I'm actually writing it, I'm sitting at a wooden table on a deck overlooking the Caribbean Sea just off the Yucatan Penninsula.  I am coming to the close of what may be one of the most perfect vacation days, in a life filled with many blessed, beautiful days of vacation all over the world.  This may very well be the best of all possible days. So, why am I thinking about "embracing the imperfection"?  Well, it is…
Read More

The weight of it all…

A year ago today, I was licensed to the Gospel Ministry at the Calvary Baptist Church.  As a member of my committee  (and someone whose grace and spirit I admire so deeply) said to me immediately afterward, in the grips of a welcome hug, "So, do you feel the weight of the Gospel call on your life yet?"   At the time, I probably thought that I did -- I certainly understood the solemnity of the choice that I had just made, the gravity of standing in front of my community and declaring it, the responsibility involved in asking for their confirmation of my call and the duty I had in…
Read More

Roses and the meaning of Life…

I live in the city -- I mean, really, the city...so when I refer to my "garden" I am talking about the the 4 foot by 10 foot stretch of post-construction dirt rubble that was used to fill in the hill in the front of our house, some 40 years ago.  I am quite lucky, since I have the space in front of two houses in our row (the house next door is a rental property belonging to a friend, where I am also allowed to garden), but considering that I grew up with a full acre to garden in, well, you get the idea...it is small.  But over the…
Read More

New word for a rainy Tuesday: dialogic

Every once in a while a word comes along that captures my imagination, and for the past week or so it has been this word, new to me:  dialogic.  I come from one of those families where the parental response to the question "what does  (fill in the blank) mean?" was a trip to the dictionary and then an evening spent using the new word in conversation around the dinner table.  I still run to the dictionary, albeit an online one, and sometimes a word just seems to continue to seek my attention.  That's what is happening with dialogic. At first glance, it doesn't seem a difficult word; I've had…
Read More

That old back-to-school feeling…

Last night I went out and bought some school supplies, with the excuse that I had a rebate coupon that was about to expire and that I had some project planning to do and needed those supplies.  Truth be told, I could feel summer drawing to a close and the world gearing up to go back to school and, well, I felt left out.  I have spent a lot of years of my life in one kind of school or another and the tug of the approaching start of class was just too strong on my psyche to resist.  I have joked that I might need a 12-step group to…
Read More

I See God in the Sunrise…and…

A friend and I have this kind of running joke with our pastor...it stems from a class where we were reading the book Claiming Theology from the Pulpit and learning to put labels on our own very distinct theological viewpoints.  We were talking about pantheism, whether or not that was an accurate theology or a heresy, as it was labelled by the early church fathers, etc., etc., and so forth.  My friend, who is a great lover of animals and all things "nature", made an impassioned argument for "seeing God in the sunrise".  Our pastor, of course, argued strongly for the other side.  It was a fun theological evening (yes,…
Read More

Being the foreigner…

At the same time that I feel a part of Madrid's comida lifestyle, I am often aware that I am "the foreigner".  And that awareness makes me think differently of so many of the people I know who are immigrants in my own country, both legal and not.  It makes me think more carefully about what daily life must be like for them.  As my mother always taught me, to learn how to love your brother, walk a mile in his shoes. This is, of course, not the first time that I have spent an extended time in another country and culture.  But somehow, the difference of my position here…
Read More

Being a Madrileña — at least for a while….

[caption id="attachment_749" align="alignright" width="150"] Goya's majos and majas[/caption] As I sit here, getting ready to head out to La Rambla, the big Madrid market -- apparently THE place to be for any resident of Madrid on a Sunday afternoon, I can't help but think how different this trip to Madrid has been for me.  While I won't go so far as to say that I have become a maja (although I do play one on the stage...ha), I think that I have been an honorary Madrileña for these weeks.  That is just the Spanish word for a resident of Madrid. I think that everyone has a personal travelling style and, while…
Read More

Long long ago…and tomorrow

Someone very dear to me (and you know who you are) once said to me:  "I see God in you....in  your constant commitment to learning and questioning and knowing what it is, exactly, that God is telling you.  Keep asking questions.  I think God is in the questions for you--you see Him there."  Well, I have a confession to make:  I really haven't been asking too many questions the last couple of months -- I believe, really, that I was tired.  And, that maybe it was time to just let a year of whirling-dervish question- asking settle. But, as will probably not surprise this friend and many others, as I…
Read More

Standing on the broad plain…

Yesterday, I realized that I had been somewhat silent during June...yes, I was quite busy this month but that doesn't usually stop me from having something to say or something that I need to process by writing about it. A couple of days ago, while speaking with my spiritual director, I realized that, for a great deal of the month of June I had been experiencing something new -- freedom, peace, and contentment.  I have been, as the Psalmist might say, standing on the broad plain. No, I have not been continuing my Mexican vacation, sitting on the beach with pina colada in my hand.  In fact, I've been working…
Read More

Embracing the imperfection…

[caption id="attachment_727" align="alignright" width="300"] My writing perch...[/caption] Let me begin with some full disclosure here:  by the time I post this, I will be back at home and at my desk.  But as I'm actually writing it, I'm sitting at a wooden table on a deck overlooking the Caribbean Sea just off the Yucatan Penninsula.  I am coming to the close of what may be one of the most perfect vacation days, in a life filled with many blessed, beautiful days of vacation all over the world.  This may very well be the best of all possible days. So, why am I thinking about "embracing the imperfection"?  Well, it is…
Read More

The weight of it all…

A year ago today, I was licensed to the Gospel Ministry at the Calvary Baptist Church.  As a member of my committee  (and someone whose grace and spirit I admire so deeply) said to me immediately afterward, in the grips of a welcome hug, "So, do you feel the weight of the Gospel call on your life yet?"   At the time, I probably thought that I did -- I certainly understood the solemnity of the choice that I had just made, the gravity of standing in front of my community and declaring it, the responsibility involved in asking for their confirmation of my call and the duty I had in…
Read More

Roses and the meaning of Life…

I live in the city -- I mean, really, the city...so when I refer to my "garden" I am talking about the the 4 foot by 10 foot stretch of post-construction dirt rubble that was used to fill in the hill in the front of our house, some 40 years ago.  I am quite lucky, since I have the space in front of two houses in our row (the house next door is a rental property belonging to a friend, where I am also allowed to garden), but considering that I grew up with a full acre to garden in, well, you get the idea...it is small.  But over the…
Read More

New word for a rainy Tuesday: dialogic

Every once in a while a word comes along that captures my imagination, and for the past week or so it has been this word, new to me:  dialogic.  I come from one of those families where the parental response to the question "what does  (fill in the blank) mean?" was a trip to the dictionary and then an evening spent using the new word in conversation around the dinner table.  I still run to the dictionary, albeit an online one, and sometimes a word just seems to continue to seek my attention.  That's what is happening with dialogic. At first glance, it doesn't seem a difficult word; I've had…
Read More

That old back-to-school feeling…

Last night I went out and bought some school supplies, with the excuse that I had a rebate coupon that was about to expire and that I had some project planning to do and needed those supplies.  Truth be told, I could feel summer drawing to a close and the world gearing up to go back to school and, well, I felt left out.  I have spent a lot of years of my life in one kind of school or another and the tug of the approaching start of class was just too strong on my psyche to resist.  I have joked that I might need a 12-step group to…
Read More

I See God in the Sunrise…and…

A friend and I have this kind of running joke with our pastor...it stems from a class where we were reading the book Claiming Theology from the Pulpit and learning to put labels on our own very distinct theological viewpoints.  We were talking about pantheism, whether or not that was an accurate theology or a heresy, as it was labelled by the early church fathers, etc., etc., and so forth.  My friend, who is a great lover of animals and all things "nature", made an impassioned argument for "seeing God in the sunrise".  Our pastor, of course, argued strongly for the other side.  It was a fun theological evening (yes,…
Read More

Being the foreigner…

At the same time that I feel a part of Madrid's comida lifestyle, I am often aware that I am "the foreigner".  And that awareness makes me think differently of so many of the people I know who are immigrants in my own country, both legal and not.  It makes me think more carefully about what daily life must be like for them.  As my mother always taught me, to learn how to love your brother, walk a mile in his shoes. This is, of course, not the first time that I have spent an extended time in another country and culture.  But somehow, the difference of my position here…
Read More

Being a Madrileña — at least for a while….

[caption id="attachment_749" align="alignright" width="150"] Goya's majos and majas[/caption] As I sit here, getting ready to head out to La Rambla, the big Madrid market -- apparently THE place to be for any resident of Madrid on a Sunday afternoon, I can't help but think how different this trip to Madrid has been for me.  While I won't go so far as to say that I have become a maja (although I do play one on the stage...ha), I think that I have been an honorary Madrileña for these weeks.  That is just the Spanish word for a resident of Madrid. I think that everyone has a personal travelling style and, while…
Read More

Long long ago…and tomorrow

Someone very dear to me (and you know who you are) once said to me:  "I see God in you....in  your constant commitment to learning and questioning and knowing what it is, exactly, that God is telling you.  Keep asking questions.  I think God is in the questions for you--you see Him there."  Well, I have a confession to make:  I really haven't been asking too many questions the last couple of months -- I believe, really, that I was tired.  And, that maybe it was time to just let a year of whirling-dervish question- asking settle. But, as will probably not surprise this friend and many others, as I…
Read More

Standing on the broad plain…

Yesterday, I realized that I had been somewhat silent during June...yes, I was quite busy this month but that doesn't usually stop me from having something to say or something that I need to process by writing about it. A couple of days ago, while speaking with my spiritual director, I realized that, for a great deal of the month of June I had been experiencing something new -- freedom, peace, and contentment.  I have been, as the Psalmist might say, standing on the broad plain. No, I have not been continuing my Mexican vacation, sitting on the beach with pina colada in my hand.  In fact, I've been working…
Read More

Embracing the imperfection…

[caption id="attachment_727" align="alignright" width="300"] My writing perch...[/caption] Let me begin with some full disclosure here:  by the time I post this, I will be back at home and at my desk.  But as I'm actually writing it, I'm sitting at a wooden table on a deck overlooking the Caribbean Sea just off the Yucatan Penninsula.  I am coming to the close of what may be one of the most perfect vacation days, in a life filled with many blessed, beautiful days of vacation all over the world.  This may very well be the best of all possible days. So, why am I thinking about "embracing the imperfection"?  Well, it is…
Read More

The weight of it all…

A year ago today, I was licensed to the Gospel Ministry at the Calvary Baptist Church.  As a member of my committee  (and someone whose grace and spirit I admire so deeply) said to me immediately afterward, in the grips of a welcome hug, "So, do you feel the weight of the Gospel call on your life yet?"   At the time, I probably thought that I did -- I certainly understood the solemnity of the choice that I had just made, the gravity of standing in front of my community and declaring it, the responsibility involved in asking for their confirmation of my call and the duty I had in…
Read More

Roses and the meaning of Life…

I live in the city -- I mean, really, the city...so when I refer to my "garden" I am talking about the the 4 foot by 10 foot stretch of post-construction dirt rubble that was used to fill in the hill in the front of our house, some 40 years ago.  I am quite lucky, since I have the space in front of two houses in our row (the house next door is a rental property belonging to a friend, where I am also allowed to garden), but considering that I grew up with a full acre to garden in, well, you get the idea...it is small.  But over the…
Read More

New word for a rainy Tuesday: dialogic

Every once in a while a word comes along that captures my imagination, and for the past week or so it has been this word, new to me:  dialogic.  I come from one of those families where the parental response to the question "what does  (fill in the blank) mean?" was a trip to the dictionary and then an evening spent using the new word in conversation around the dinner table.  I still run to the dictionary, albeit an online one, and sometimes a word just seems to continue to seek my attention.  That's what is happening with dialogic. At first glance, it doesn't seem a difficult word; I've had…
Read More

That old back-to-school feeling…

Last night I went out and bought some school supplies, with the excuse that I had a rebate coupon that was about to expire and that I had some project planning to do and needed those supplies.  Truth be told, I could feel summer drawing to a close and the world gearing up to go back to school and, well, I felt left out.  I have spent a lot of years of my life in one kind of school or another and the tug of the approaching start of class was just too strong on my psyche to resist.  I have joked that I might need a 12-step group to…
Read More

I See God in the Sunrise…and…

A friend and I have this kind of running joke with our pastor...it stems from a class where we were reading the book Claiming Theology from the Pulpit and learning to put labels on our own very distinct theological viewpoints.  We were talking about pantheism, whether or not that was an accurate theology or a heresy, as it was labelled by the early church fathers, etc., etc., and so forth.  My friend, who is a great lover of animals and all things "nature", made an impassioned argument for "seeing God in the sunrise".  Our pastor, of course, argued strongly for the other side.  It was a fun theological evening (yes,…
Read More

Being the foreigner…

At the same time that I feel a part of Madrid's comida lifestyle, I am often aware that I am "the foreigner".  And that awareness makes me think differently of so many of the people I know who are immigrants in my own country, both legal and not.  It makes me think more carefully about what daily life must be like for them.  As my mother always taught me, to learn how to love your brother, walk a mile in his shoes. This is, of course, not the first time that I have spent an extended time in another country and culture.  But somehow, the difference of my position here…
Read More

Being a Madrileña — at least for a while….

[caption id="attachment_749" align="alignright" width="150"] Goya's majos and majas[/caption] As I sit here, getting ready to head out to La Rambla, the big Madrid market -- apparently THE place to be for any resident of Madrid on a Sunday afternoon, I can't help but think how different this trip to Madrid has been for me.  While I won't go so far as to say that I have become a maja (although I do play one on the stage...ha), I think that I have been an honorary Madrileña for these weeks.  That is just the Spanish word for a resident of Madrid. I think that everyone has a personal travelling style and, while…
Read More

Long long ago…and tomorrow

Someone very dear to me (and you know who you are) once said to me:  "I see God in you....in  your constant commitment to learning and questioning and knowing what it is, exactly, that God is telling you.  Keep asking questions.  I think God is in the questions for you--you see Him there."  Well, I have a confession to make:  I really haven't been asking too many questions the last couple of months -- I believe, really, that I was tired.  And, that maybe it was time to just let a year of whirling-dervish question- asking settle. But, as will probably not surprise this friend and many others, as I…
Read More

Standing on the broad plain…

Yesterday, I realized that I had been somewhat silent during June...yes, I was quite busy this month but that doesn't usually stop me from having something to say or something that I need to process by writing about it. A couple of days ago, while speaking with my spiritual director, I realized that, for a great deal of the month of June I had been experiencing something new -- freedom, peace, and contentment.  I have been, as the Psalmist might say, standing on the broad plain. No, I have not been continuing my Mexican vacation, sitting on the beach with pina colada in my hand.  In fact, I've been working…
Read More

Embracing the imperfection…

[caption id="attachment_727" align="alignright" width="300"] My writing perch...[/caption] Let me begin with some full disclosure here:  by the time I post this, I will be back at home and at my desk.  But as I'm actually writing it, I'm sitting at a wooden table on a deck overlooking the Caribbean Sea just off the Yucatan Penninsula.  I am coming to the close of what may be one of the most perfect vacation days, in a life filled with many blessed, beautiful days of vacation all over the world.  This may very well be the best of all possible days. So, why am I thinking about "embracing the imperfection"?  Well, it is…
Read More

The weight of it all…

A year ago today, I was licensed to the Gospel Ministry at the Calvary Baptist Church.  As a member of my committee  (and someone whose grace and spirit I admire so deeply) said to me immediately afterward, in the grips of a welcome hug, "So, do you feel the weight of the Gospel call on your life yet?"   At the time, I probably thought that I did -- I certainly understood the solemnity of the choice that I had just made, the gravity of standing in front of my community and declaring it, the responsibility involved in asking for their confirmation of my call and the duty I had in…
Read More

Roses and the meaning of Life…

I live in the city -- I mean, really, the city...so when I refer to my "garden" I am talking about the the 4 foot by 10 foot stretch of post-construction dirt rubble that was used to fill in the hill in the front of our house, some 40 years ago.  I am quite lucky, since I have the space in front of two houses in our row (the house next door is a rental property belonging to a friend, where I am also allowed to garden), but considering that I grew up with a full acre to garden in, well, you get the idea...it is small.  But over the…
Read More

New word for a rainy Tuesday: dialogic

Every once in a while a word comes along that captures my imagination, and for the past week or so it has been this word, new to me:  dialogic.  I come from one of those families where the parental response to the question "what does  (fill in the blank) mean?" was a trip to the dictionary and then an evening spent using the new word in conversation around the dinner table.  I still run to the dictionary, albeit an online one, and sometimes a word just seems to continue to seek my attention.  That's what is happening with dialogic. At first glance, it doesn't seem a difficult word; I've had…
Read More

That old back-to-school feeling…

Last night I went out and bought some school supplies, with the excuse that I had a rebate coupon that was about to expire and that I had some project planning to do and needed those supplies.  Truth be told, I could feel summer drawing to a close and the world gearing up to go back to school and, well, I felt left out.  I have spent a lot of years of my life in one kind of school or another and the tug of the approaching start of class was just too strong on my psyche to resist.  I have joked that I might need a 12-step group to…
Read More

I See God in the Sunrise…and…

A friend and I have this kind of running joke with our pastor...it stems from a class where we were reading the book Claiming Theology from the Pulpit and learning to put labels on our own very distinct theological viewpoints.  We were talking about pantheism, whether or not that was an accurate theology or a heresy, as it was labelled by the early church fathers, etc., etc., and so forth.  My friend, who is a great lover of animals and all things "nature", made an impassioned argument for "seeing God in the sunrise".  Our pastor, of course, argued strongly for the other side.  It was a fun theological evening (yes,…
Read More

Being the foreigner…

At the same time that I feel a part of Madrid's comida lifestyle, I am often aware that I am "the foreigner".  And that awareness makes me think differently of so many of the people I know who are immigrants in my own country, both legal and not.  It makes me think more carefully about what daily life must be like for them.  As my mother always taught me, to learn how to love your brother, walk a mile in his shoes. This is, of course, not the first time that I have spent an extended time in another country and culture.  But somehow, the difference of my position here…
Read More

Being a Madrileña — at least for a while….

[caption id="attachment_749" align="alignright" width="150"] Goya's majos and majas[/caption] As I sit here, getting ready to head out to La Rambla, the big Madrid market -- apparently THE place to be for any resident of Madrid on a Sunday afternoon, I can't help but think how different this trip to Madrid has been for me.  While I won't go so far as to say that I have become a maja (although I do play one on the stage...ha), I think that I have been an honorary Madrileña for these weeks.  That is just the Spanish word for a resident of Madrid. I think that everyone has a personal travelling style and, while…
Read More

Long long ago…and tomorrow

Someone very dear to me (and you know who you are) once said to me:  "I see God in you....in  your constant commitment to learning and questioning and knowing what it is, exactly, that God is telling you.  Keep asking questions.  I think God is in the questions for you--you see Him there."  Well, I have a confession to make:  I really haven't been asking too many questions the last couple of months -- I believe, really, that I was tired.  And, that maybe it was time to just let a year of whirling-dervish question- asking settle. But, as will probably not surprise this friend and many others, as I…
Read More

Standing on the broad plain…

Yesterday, I realized that I had been somewhat silent during June...yes, I was quite busy this month but that doesn't usually stop me from having something to say or something that I need to process by writing about it. A couple of days ago, while speaking with my spiritual director, I realized that, for a great deal of the month of June I had been experiencing something new -- freedom, peace, and contentment.  I have been, as the Psalmist might say, standing on the broad plain. No, I have not been continuing my Mexican vacation, sitting on the beach with pina colada in my hand.  In fact, I've been working…
Read More

Embracing the imperfection…

[caption id="attachment_727" align="alignright" width="300"] My writing perch...[/caption] Let me begin with some full disclosure here:  by the time I post this, I will be back at home and at my desk.  But as I'm actually writing it, I'm sitting at a wooden table on a deck overlooking the Caribbean Sea just off the Yucatan Penninsula.  I am coming to the close of what may be one of the most perfect vacation days, in a life filled with many blessed, beautiful days of vacation all over the world.  This may very well be the best of all possible days. So, why am I thinking about "embracing the imperfection"?  Well, it is…
Read More

The weight of it all…

A year ago today, I was licensed to the Gospel Ministry at the Calvary Baptist Church.  As a member of my committee  (and someone whose grace and spirit I admire so deeply) said to me immediately afterward, in the grips of a welcome hug, "So, do you feel the weight of the Gospel call on your life yet?"   At the time, I probably thought that I did -- I certainly understood the solemnity of the choice that I had just made, the gravity of standing in front of my community and declaring it, the responsibility involved in asking for their confirmation of my call and the duty I had in…
Read More

Roses and the meaning of Life…

I live in the city -- I mean, really, the city...so when I refer to my "garden" I am talking about the the 4 foot by 10 foot stretch of post-construction dirt rubble that was used to fill in the hill in the front of our house, some 40 years ago.  I am quite lucky, since I have the space in front of two houses in our row (the house next door is a rental property belonging to a friend, where I am also allowed to garden), but considering that I grew up with a full acre to garden in, well, you get the idea...it is small.  But over the…
Read More

New word for a rainy Tuesday: dialogic

Every once in a while a word comes along that captures my imagination, and for the past week or so it has been this word, new to me:  dialogic.  I come from one of those families where the parental response to the question "what does  (fill in the blank) mean?" was a trip to the dictionary and then an evening spent using the new word in conversation around the dinner table.  I still run to the dictionary, albeit an online one, and sometimes a word just seems to continue to seek my attention.  That's what is happening with dialogic. At first glance, it doesn't seem a difficult word; I've had…
Read More

That old back-to-school feeling…

Last night I went out and bought some school supplies, with the excuse that I had a rebate coupon that was about to expire and that I had some project planning to do and needed those supplies.  Truth be told, I could feel summer drawing to a close and the world gearing up to go back to school and, well, I felt left out.  I have spent a lot of years of my life in one kind of school or another and the tug of the approaching start of class was just too strong on my psyche to resist.  I have joked that I might need a 12-step group to…
Read More

I See God in the Sunrise…and…

A friend and I have this kind of running joke with our pastor...it stems from a class where we were reading the book Claiming Theology from the Pulpit and learning to put labels on our own very distinct theological viewpoints.  We were talking about pantheism, whether or not that was an accurate theology or a heresy, as it was labelled by the early church fathers, etc., etc., and so forth.  My friend, who is a great lover of animals and all things "nature", made an impassioned argument for "seeing God in the sunrise".  Our pastor, of course, argued strongly for the other side.  It was a fun theological evening (yes,…
Read More

Being the foreigner…

At the same time that I feel a part of Madrid's comida lifestyle, I am often aware that I am "the foreigner".  And that awareness makes me think differently of so many of the people I know who are immigrants in my own country, both legal and not.  It makes me think more carefully about what daily life must be like for them.  As my mother always taught me, to learn how to love your brother, walk a mile in his shoes. This is, of course, not the first time that I have spent an extended time in another country and culture.  But somehow, the difference of my position here…
Read More

Being a Madrileña — at least for a while….

[caption id="attachment_749" align="alignright" width="150"] Goya's majos and majas[/caption] As I sit here, getting ready to head out to La Rambla, the big Madrid market -- apparently THE place to be for any resident of Madrid on a Sunday afternoon, I can't help but think how different this trip to Madrid has been for me.  While I won't go so far as to say that I have become a maja (although I do play one on the stage...ha), I think that I have been an honorary Madrileña for these weeks.  That is just the Spanish word for a resident of Madrid. I think that everyone has a personal travelling style and, while…
Read More

Long long ago…and tomorrow

Someone very dear to me (and you know who you are) once said to me:  "I see God in you....in  your constant commitment to learning and questioning and knowing what it is, exactly, that God is telling you.  Keep asking questions.  I think God is in the questions for you--you see Him there."  Well, I have a confession to make:  I really haven't been asking too many questions the last couple of months -- I believe, really, that I was tired.  And, that maybe it was time to just let a year of whirling-dervish question- asking settle. But, as will probably not surprise this friend and many others, as I…
Read More

Standing on the broad plain…

Yesterday, I realized that I had been somewhat silent during June...yes, I was quite busy this month but that doesn't usually stop me from having something to say or something that I need to process by writing about it. A couple of days ago, while speaking with my spiritual director, I realized that, for a great deal of the month of June I had been experiencing something new -- freedom, peace, and contentment.  I have been, as the Psalmist might say, standing on the broad plain. No, I have not been continuing my Mexican vacation, sitting on the beach with pina colada in my hand.  In fact, I've been working…
Read More

Embracing the imperfection…

[caption id="attachment_727" align="alignright" width="300"] My writing perch...[/caption] Let me begin with some full disclosure here:  by the time I post this, I will be back at home and at my desk.  But as I'm actually writing it, I'm sitting at a wooden table on a deck overlooking the Caribbean Sea just off the Yucatan Penninsula.  I am coming to the close of what may be one of the most perfect vacation days, in a life filled with many blessed, beautiful days of vacation all over the world.  This may very well be the best of all possible days. So, why am I thinking about "embracing the imperfection"?  Well, it is…
Read More

The weight of it all…

A year ago today, I was licensed to the Gospel Ministry at the Calvary Baptist Church.  As a member of my committee  (and someone whose grace and spirit I admire so deeply) said to me immediately afterward, in the grips of a welcome hug, "So, do you feel the weight of the Gospel call on your life yet?"   At the time, I probably thought that I did -- I certainly understood the solemnity of the choice that I had just made, the gravity of standing in front of my community and declaring it, the responsibility involved in asking for their confirmation of my call and the duty I had in…
Read More

Roses and the meaning of Life…

I live in the city -- I mean, really, the city...so when I refer to my "garden" I am talking about the the 4 foot by 10 foot stretch of post-construction dirt rubble that was used to fill in the hill in the front of our house, some 40 years ago.  I am quite lucky, since I have the space in front of two houses in our row (the house next door is a rental property belonging to a friend, where I am also allowed to garden), but considering that I grew up with a full acre to garden in, well, you get the idea...it is small.  But over the…
Read More

New word for a rainy Tuesday: dialogic

Every once in a while a word comes along that captures my imagination, and for the past week or so it has been this word, new to me:  dialogic.  I come from one of those families where the parental response to the question "what does  (fill in the blank) mean?" was a trip to the dictionary and then an evening spent using the new word in conversation around the dinner table.  I still run to the dictionary, albeit an online one, and sometimes a word just seems to continue to seek my attention.  That's what is happening with dialogic. At first glance, it doesn't seem a difficult word; I've had…
Read More