The past few months, something has changed. I have been doing something that, really, I haven't done in years. I have been listening to music. You might be saying to yourself right now --WHAT?  Of course she listens to music, she's a musician!  But there is a big difference between listening to music because you need to study or learn something, and, well, just listening to music. Because it pleases you. Because it helps you relax. Because it helps you feel at one with all creation. That kind of music listening, well, that hasn't happened in a very, very long time. My father was a musician, well, a retired musician by…